Claire's Education

Chapter 12 Part Two

2009-09-02T20:33:00.001-07:00

Holiday Break

That evening proved to be an interesting one for Claire who couldn’t help but be overwhelmed by the hubbub over her arrival. Truly, as she sat at dinner, she felt as if Beekman Boarding School’s dinner table was far less populated. The conversation was exasperatingly constant, the food hearty, filling and cornucopias and it seemed as if there were a thousand hands holding one another in a tight circle as the food was blessed and then passing dishes around and around throughout the meal. Over a mound of squash, Claire eyed Will Dawson. He had just returned from some distant town where he had an acute job at a small wood mill. He was twenty-four, but looked far elder. He had a full beard and serious eyebrows and seemed a bit restless on his small stool around that crowded table. He was sitting next to Mrs. Dawson and constantly watching her plate as if worried she wouldn’t feed herself enough. Claire wondered for a moment if that was where Mr. Dawson had sat. Emit was seated next to Claire, or had been that is, but as the children seated themselves, one little bench and two little girls were jammed between them. It was Ruth and Anna and they both ate from one plate. However, Ruth was on Claire’s side and Anna was next to Emit, and he had to constantly dodge jogs to the face by her elbow, as “little lefty” Anna took bites. Claire smiled as she watched this small circus act. Emit seemed to be quite used to it, and though he didn’t speak much, he did tell one story about something that had happened in New York (a dangerous encounter with a pick-pocket) and all the time he was talking, casually swung his head out of the way of the sharp elbow as if he never noticed it. Afterwards, large tin tubs were pumped with water and the dishes were all properly scrubbed. Claire was surprised to see Emit and all of his older brothers (even stern-looking Will) kneel down on the back porch, roll up their sleeves and participated in the job. Will, Earnest and Theodore were all in their twenties and six more of the “children” were over twelve, but this ritual was apparently nothing new, they all did their part. Claire offered to help. She didn’t exactly want to, the whole job looked rather painstaking and busy and she was afraid of bleaching her skin in the lye soap, and so her offer didn’t sound as sincere as she was hoping it would. Even if it had, the children would have denied her the pleasure and hurriedly as they did.

“No, no!” Theodore said (who seemed to be quite the talker.) “We don’t need you to worry about this! We’ve got it taken care of and you’re the guest.”

“Besides,” James added. “We’ve sort of got it worked into a system”

And indeed they had. Even little Betsy pitched in. The only one who didn’t participate was Benjamin who Mrs. Dawson was feeding in the other room.
For a terrible second, Claire wondered what would have happened had it been Mrs. Dawson who died…poor Benny not even a year old! But she quickly forgot these thoughts when Emit looked up at her and said:
“You go ahead and get settled into your room…you’re probably tired.”

“Thank you,” Claire said, smiling a weak smile (for in fact, she was just starting to feel very tired indeed.) “I think I will.”

So Emit omitted himself from his duties to show Claire to her room. It was a very brief room, you could say. On the floor sat two, low beds without frames but enough quilts to make up for them, a dresser, a small wardrobe, two windows looking west and a rug. There was also a basket of knitting needles, dolls and various other miscellanies.
“You’ll be on the bed on the left…” Emit informed her.
He pointed to that of which he spoke, and Claire noticed the carefully pressed sheets and ironed pillow case.
“And Harriet and Betsy share that’n.” He said slowly, pointing to the bed on the right. It wasn’t quite so tidy, but it was cosied up to the window and Claire thought it looked nice.
“We thought we’d give you the warmer one,” He said. “As t’other is near the windowpane. And there’s room made up for you in the dresser if you so desire to take advantage of it…” He rubbed his hair as if wondering what else there was to say, before adding. “The floor cleaned up real good.”
“Well thank you very much,” Claire said, looking livelier than she had since her arrival. The room did please her, somehow. “I think this will suit me fine, just fine. And…which ones are Harriet and Elisabeth?”
“Hm?” Emit looked up from the floor suddenly. “Oh, her name isn’t Elisabeth, just Betsy. They’re fourteen and four. Betsy gets spooked if she can’t sleep with Harriet, you see.”
Claire looked as if she did see. She remembered being four.
“Yes, I know which one Betsy is now…the dark pig-tails,” Claire said, business-like. “But Harriet…I simply can’t remember. There are so many of you…”
“Oh I understand!” Emit said kindly. “She’s got the red-ish hair, down real long. She’s nigh as tall as you are, but skinny as a bulrush.”

There was an awkward staring-at-one-another and then Emit spluttered:
“I mean, not that you’re not thin, I mean, not too thin not too fat. I mean, not fat at all!”
At this moment, Betsy whirled in holding a stack of laundry nearly as tall as the girl herself.
“Let me help you, dear.” Claire found herself saying.
This was a wonderful distraction from the previously awkward conversation. Claire opened up the drawers in the little chest as Betsy plopped the nightgowns and stockings into them, and when the drawer was shut and Claire turned around, Emit was gone. So Claire sat herself down on the quilted bedspread. It was strange, she thought, how someplace so unlike her own home could feel so undeniably homey. Little Betsy was whisked away by Harriet for bath time. When Harriet came in, Claire measured her with one eye and wished for a mirror.
The next morning began sooner than Claire expected. She had presumed that the family would rise early, they seemed none too fond of wasting time, but she wasn’t prepared for just quite how early they did rise. The sun wasn’t even glistening before Claire’s eyes fluttered open. She wondered what had awoken her…surely she had only been asleep a few minutes. She rolled over to see Harriet and Betsy on the other side of the room. They were setting a series of small candles on the dresser and pulling their dresses over their heads.
“What’s the matter?” Claire asked, in genuine concern.
“Nothing, ma’am,” Harriet whispered loudly. “Is something the matter for you?”
“No…” Claire rubbed her eyes but did not sit up. “Why are you two up at this time of the night?” Was all she could think to ask.
She thought she heard the girls snickering.
“Pardon me,” Harriet said. “But it’s morning, Miss Claire.”
Claire rolled over and looked at the window.
“What time is it?” She inquired.
“Four-thirty by now.” Betsy answered with surprising intelligence.
Soon Claire learned that Harriet and Betsy were the last to be dressed. The hustle and bustle of fifteen people is noisy, no matter how polite they are. Claire was glad she hadn’t stayed up late, but still she wasn’t ready to get up. But, lo and behold, there she was at four-thirty-five dressing herself. She felt a strange eagerness to start the day despite her exhaustion, and what an interesting day it would prove to be…

Christmas Card from the 1800's

2008-12-21T16:18:00.000-08:00

Chapter 12 Part 1

2008-12-21T16:13:00.000-08:00

Holiday Break

Eight days after Emit’s unexpected visit, Claire received a letter from him:

Dear Miss Claire Winters,

I hope that this letter finds you as well as I left you. I would hate to think that you’ve been fainting without me. I went to The City and had very little luck.
I found no occupation (which was my hope) but I did find something which may interest you:

Clifford Rueben
884 Dimitri St.
New York, New York
4581

Sincerely,
Emit Dawson

Claire screamed for Trudy and Trudy was equally excited at the news. They set to writing to him right away. Their letter was brief and cautious but sweet and mailed the very next morning with Claire’s weekly letters to Connecticut. In it they explained that neither of them would be back at school for some time, seeing as it was Christmas break, but the morning that Mr. Rueben’s letter went out, a letter for Claire came in:

Dear Claire,

I hope you’re doing well. Your last report card was so pleasing.
We are all doing well, keeping warm by the new stove your father bought us as a Christmas gift. But, I am dreadfully sad to say, that we cannot bring you home for Christmas break.
It is your father who’s against it. He says that he thinks that if you came home, you would relax and let your grades drop upon your return to school. He doesn’t think you need another distraction, so we’re signing you up for a boarding home in Beekman. That way, you’ll still feel as if you’re at school and will have less time for distractions and more time for good, concentrated studying. I am sorry dear, and I disagree, but you know how your father can be.
Make the best of it and have a merry Christmas for me!

Much love,
Your mother

The message was given to Miss Victory who, in a flurry, told Claire that she was “most likely too late.”
“I believe that all of the families who have offered to be hosts are filled up!” She said.
“But, I will check into it, Miss Winters, if you contact your parents and tell them that I need the funds…immediately.”
So Claire felt like a fish out of water as the other girls packed their things and headed to train stations. That evening, Trudy and Claire hugged and parted, feeling that this week would be a very long one indeed. The next morning, Claire felt special, being the only girl at the long family dining table for breakfast. She gazed out the window and went into a brown study until there was a tapping sound coming from the hall.
Miss Victory appeared with a slip of paper.
“You’re lucky Miss Winters,” She said. “We have a late offer from a boarding home.”
She handed Claire the piece of paper with the address.
“Miss Inches looked into it,” She said flippantly. “They seem religious and kind she says. I haven’t investigated it myself, but I approved them for your special case. They’re probably just ‘in it for the money,’ but it will have to do for today, won’t it?”
Claire nodded, humbly swallowing her porridge.
“Thank you Miss Victory.” She said.
“Hurry up Miss Winters!” Miss Inches said from the doorway. “I am going to take you as soon as you have your things together…it’s our vacation too, ya know.”

Lickety-split, Claire had her few things together. She left her room tidy turned out the light. She sat down in the buggy like an adult, she felt, all alone and independent. Soon, of course, Miss Victory was with her and they were off! At the gate, the buggy took a right, away from town, to Claire’s surprise.
“Do they live in the country?” She asked Miss Inches.
“Of course they do.” Miss Inches said, entirely uninterested in the sights blurring past her window.
Claire enjoyed the view: blue skies against brown, dry fields, frisky deer and wrens and phoebes were flitting about and crisp air blowing in through the crevices. But, after a moment, Claire began to feel nervous. What was it that was bothering her? She looked out her window again, and again she felt that odd feeling. That tree they had just passed looked strangely familiar. That field and that cliff did to, and Claire felt especially odd while looking down one little path that struck her as especially memorable, as if she had, perhaps, seen it in a book.
To her surprise, the buggy suddenly took a sharp turn and began bouncing down that very pathway! Part-way down, as the wheels crunched the gravel, they passed a dried up wheat field with a clearing made in it. At that moment, Claire realized where they were. That was the very place where she had fainted months before! Could they possibly be headed for the Dawson’s house? Surely Miss Victory wouldn’t approve of that, since she did, after all, believe that Claire had been having a scandalous rendezvous with their son. But yet, they were going in that direction, and Claire had never noticed any other houses down this path. She held her hat as they went over a steep knoll and thought about Emit, carrying her up! She blushed at the ridiculous looking picture she imagined.
She craned her head out the little window, clenching her teeth at the cold wind. After a moment, she was rolling down another hill and she could see a house with a courtyard. It was definitely the Dawson’s house, but would they stop? Indeed! The buggy slowed down and wheeled into the gateway.
Claire glanced at Miss Inches, but she wasn’t looking in her direction, only straight ahead, businesslike.
Claire wondered if Mrs. Dawson would recognize her.
“Claire?” Came a voice from outside the buggy.
The door swung open and there was Mrs. Dawson, smiling.
“Yes’m?” Was all Claire could think to say.
“Fancy that! It is you, of all girls!” Mrs. Dawson said.
Fortunately, Claire shut the buggy door before Miss Inches heard this. She walked quickly to the other side of the buggy and bid Miss Inches goodbye and happy Christmas, Miss Inches said to mind her manners and try to learn a thing or two during her break and then the buggy was out of the courtyard and wandering up the hill.
Claire stood, a bit awkwardly, and watched the buggy get smaller and smaller. Then she turned around. She saw many little faces looking at her with what could have been nothing but a healthy combination of curiosity and excitement, but one of them, the face closes to her, was grinning in a sort of knowing way.
“Emit!” Claire exclaimed. “Imagine this!”
“Yes!” He said, satisfyingly happy to see her again. “I was hoping it may be you, but I imagined you’d be in Connecticut.”
“Not this year,” Claire said briefly. “This Christmas, I am going to be a Dawson!”
She then blushed, thinking of how bold she had been, and right away too! But she was surprised by applause and many people taking her arms and opening the front door and saying:
“You look starved. Wouldn’t you like some sugarplums?”

Embroidery

2008-10-31T15:29:00.001-07:00

Chapter 11 Part 2

2008-10-31T15:17:00.000-07:00

A Lesson Learned

A few dozen students sat in their colorful seats as they had so many times before. Everyone acted normally except for two girls who were sitting side by side at their desks and looking at each other with an expression of sadness, shame and anxiety. Finally, after a painful wait, the door slid slowly open and someone stepped in. A curious hush fell over the children as they saw Mrs. Inches waddling in with her lips pursed bitterly and bags under her eyes.
“Morning students,” She greeted in a hoarse voice. “I am going to be teaching your history class today. Your usual teacher, Mr. Rueben, is taking a day off.”
She paused to glance nervously at Trudy and then continued to study a sheet of paper and say: “Please open your books to page forty-one.”
Throughout the lesson the children became suspicious of two things. One was if Mrs. Inches had ever taken history herself and the other was where in the world Mr. Rueben was. It all seemed rather suspicious since he had promised to reenact the battle at Thermopylae today (using tin soldiers) and now he had mysteriously vanished into thin air. Never, during the entire school day, did either Miss Winters or Miss Richards raise their hands to answer a question. They kept that same ill look upon their faces and glanced in the direction of the other quite often. After class, when the students were supposed to be studying in their own rooms, Claire crept silently into her history class. Lo! Where was everything? The African masks? The faces of famous men? The sketches? The clay sculptures? The enormous tree? The notes of accomplishments? But there in the back was a man, crouching in white overalls.
“Uncle?” Claire choked.
But as the man turned around she saw no familiar face, only a young stranger with a bucket of paint and a brush. He didn’t bother to say anything but simply dipped his brush in the pail and slid it across a chair back, covering the teal with an off white. At this sight, Claire turned and ran out of the room, but as she whipped around the corner with her eyes down, she collided with someone who was walking the opposite way.
“Excuse me,” Claire mumbled. “I was just going up to my room.”
But as she looked up, her eyes met with her own dear uncle and instead of backing away, she wrapped her arms around him where she could reach (which turned out to be around his waist) and hugged him as if he were a father back from war.
“Claire,” He said in a harsh whisper, pulling her away. “Contain yourself.”
Claire looked at him again, now at an arm’s distance and his face scared her. It wasn’t the relaxed, kind face which she had known before, but a distressed, hurt face with eyes on the verge of crying.
“Where are you going?” She demanded, letting him go.
“To the history classroom.” He said briefly, walking on.
Claire tried to keep up with his long stride.
“Where are you going after that?” She begged.
“To room 14 in The Staff Quarters.” Mr. Rueben said, coming upon the classroom which was omitting the smell of paint into the hall.
“Don’t you mean your room?” Claire said, grabbing his arm so that he couldn’t go in. “Aren’t you going to your room, Uncle?”
He looked at the door to the classroom and closed his mouth. Then he looked down at the little woman standing next to him. He laid his big hand on her bony shoulder.
“No, Claire.” He said in a voice which was painfully solemn. “No, it isn’t my room. Not anymore. After I collect the things out of my desk in here I am going up to the bedroom to collect my personal things and then I am going to catch a train.”
Shattered, Claire’s arms fell limply to her side and she didn’t watch as Mr. Rueben stepped into the classroom which used to belong to him and shut the door on the girl who still very much did.

All at once there was a feeling of friction in the air, the bell was ringing from upstairs and Claire was making a mad dash to her room.
“No one needs to be scampering about the hallways.” Miss Inches was saying. “Please remain in your rooms or else you will be punished.”
Claire and Trudy huddled together at their little window sharing a quilt. They had done all of their studying for that day. They looked out the foggy window at one of the first days winter had claimed as its own and examined the decorations which Jack Frost had left on the pane. They didn’t say anything for a long time but then they heard the front doors open and close and they both became rigid, looking out that little window and strangling the curtains to keep them out of the way. They watched for what seemed like minutes, but all too soon a figure clad in a brown coat and hat appeared with a large trunk and walked down that long straight pathway to the gate. He opened it, stepped through and shut it without looking back, and for a moment neither Claire nor Trudy could see the man. After a moment he was visible again walking down the road. Before he turned the corner on his way to Main Street, the poor man did look back. It is probably best that he couldn’t see Claire and Trudy in their window, for his heart already had enough cracks in it and to see their faces probably would have caused the break to end his life.
And so it was that the beloved Clifford Rueben was gone. He no longer held an employment at Beekman Boarding School.

Trudy’s hair, swinging side to side and gleaming like cinnamon tea in the sunshine was the first thing the customers of The Hattery noticed as she approached the door. Stepping inside she removed her gloves and blew out a breath of the crisp outside air.
“Good morning young lady,” Said the woman at the desk. “How can I help you?”
Trudy’s eyes danced from shelf to shelf, her old mischievous self shining out from beneath her lashes.
“Can you give me a telephone number?” She asked, with a softer voice than her friends usually heard.
“Well,” The old woman said. “That depends. Who is it that you need to call?”
“The train station.” Trudy answered.
She rubbed her hands together vigorously to try to rid herself of the sting. It was the first very cold day that year.
“Oh, alright.” The woman said slowly. “Well, why don’t you ask the operator?”
Trudy, who was very fashionable, knew who “the operator” was, and took the woman’s advice.
“Beekman New York Train Station,” Trudy requested of the receiver.
Soon she was speaking to a man who apparently had a thick mustache and a cigar in his mouth. It tickled Trudy just to think about his whiskers.
“Yes,” She said, looking a little less comfortable than a moment ago. “Have you had anyone board your train in the last couple of days by the name of Clifford Rueben?”
She paused for a moment and smiled at the clerk.
“Yes!” She suddenly squealed. “That’s the one! What train did he take? Where did that go?”
By now, every customer had paused, some of them with hats in their hands or on their heads, to hear what the commotion was.
“Thank you, sir! Thank you! Goodbye!” Trudy was saying, bouncing up and down from her toes to her heals like a key on a typewriter.
She hung up the telephone and shook hands with the clerk, who will remain nameless, and galloped out the door into the glaring sunlight.
You see, Claire and Trudy were on a desperate search to find their dear teacher. Claire had been hoping to go to The Hattery herself, but she predicted that Miss Victory would ban her from it and so Trudy, who felt that she needed to redeem herself, offered to do it instead. She rushed through the gate and up the stairs where she had left her beloved Claire, sitting on the floor, surrounded by letters. She was spending the afternoon helping in her own way, searching for clues to where Mr. Rueben may have gone, for they had, over the months, written several missives back and forth.
“Tru!” Claire said, as Trudy popped through the door. “Don’t you think he’s going home for the holidays? I mean, Thanksgiving Day is right around the bend after all. It is a shame we don’t know where his family lives…”
Trudy shook her head.
“No Claire, I don’t!” She said, tossing her scarf on the bed post. “First of all, he doesn’t seem to get along with his old man, and secondly, I’ve contacted the train station and they say he’s off to the big city!”
Claire stood up like a regular jack-in-the-box.
“New York City?” She gasped. “Oh, that’s marvelous. We know where that is!”
“But,” Trudy added. “It is a very, very big city. He could be anywhere in it. He’s like a needle in a haystack there.”
This prospect dampened their spirits a little, but they vowed to persevere until they had obtained an address for him. Time passed and the girls, in a way, went back to their ordinary boarding school routines.
They were both a little more soft-spoken and less involved in the tomfoolery of the other students now, but, for the most part, didn't seem suspicious. Trudy and Jack Cameron drifted apart, Jack being more interested in tennis than in Trudy and Trudy being more interested in locating Mr. Rueben. Claire studied hard, wrote religiously to her parents every week and, for the most part laid low. But she never lost hope for finding her beloved teacher, and, because of this, she never stopped thinking of ways she could make her way to The Big City herself or contact someone who was already there. She never thought of what she would do once she found him, but she knew that this couldn’t be the end of the story, so she persevered. Weeks passed, the students celebrated the first snow and, just when Christmas break was around the bend, there came a visitor.
Claire was sitting outside in the courtyard at this time, totally uninterested in the gossip and skipping rope. She and Trudy had found the quietest corner (which wasn’t very quiet at all) and Claire was embroidering something mundane while Trudy read aloud from a ladies magazine. Claire was just threading her needle with a lavender thread when she noticed something. There was an eerie feeling going up her spine and a shadow falling across her stitchery. She whipped around to see what was behind her and then gasped! There, in an overhanging tree was Emit Dawson!
“Shh!” He was saying, finger-over-mouth.
Claire only stared, mouth open. Trudy, totally oblivious, was still murmuring on:
“…this can be ironed with a warm iron if it is made of cotton. Wool is never to be ironed and never needs to be, seeing as it is naturally smooth, but for cotton, ironing is necessary, especially in the case of a table cloth…”
Claire, finally coming to her senses, leaned over her friend’s magazine.
“Trudy!” She said in an abrasive whisper. “Emit Dawson is here!”
“Where?!” Trudy said, much less quietly than Claire had expected.
“Shh!” Claire scolded. “On the wall!”
Now both girls were looking back and Emit was sinking back into the leafy branches of the tree.
“I don’t want to cause any problems,” He said. “I just wanted to see if you were still here.”
Claire grinned.
“Yes, I’m still here.” She said. “Emit, this is my dear friend Trudy Richards. Trudy, this is Emit Dawson…the one who rescued me when I fainted.”
“I know, I know!” Trudy was saying. “I’ve heard all about you, Mr. Dawson! But I’ve never heard that you were a monkey!”
Claire blushed.
“Trudy,” She said, when she meant “Be polite!”
“What? Don’t you think we should invite Mr. Dawson in? Or over is more like it!”
“We’ve been in enough trouble lately Tru…” Claire couldn’t help saying.
“Oh,” Emit cut in. “I hope I didn’t cause any problems…”
“No, no!” Both girls said.
“It was really just a…misunderstanding.” Claire added, giving Trudy a look of plea.
“Well good,” Emit said, picking a twig out of his curls. “I wouldn’t want to inconvenience you, ladies. I really should go though. I just wanted to know that you were well.”
He looked at Claire.
“Oh, quite well, thank you.” Claire said, looking everywhere at once.
“Good then,” Emit said, looking especially handsome as he prepared to dismount from his branch.
“I guess we’ll see you again soon…?” Trudy said, for no apparent reason.
“Yes…” Emit began. “I mean no! I am actually leaving for a trip in the morning. But I’ll be back in a week’s time.”
“A trip?” Claire said, standing up and shading her eyes (for the sun was setting behind Emit.)
“Yes, to New York City.” Emit said briefly.
“New York City!” Claire said. “How wonderful! I wish I could be there this very moment.”
“Oh no,” Emit said. “It ‘tisn’t a place for ladies…if you ask me. It is rather rough around those parts…purely for business is why I’d linger there more than a day.”
“Oh yes, yes.” Claire said in a rush. “But I have a friend who recently moved there…or at least we think he did, and I just wish I could go and find out where he was living to see him or, at least get his address.”
Emit’s face puzzled.
“A friend?” He asked.
“Yes, a professor who used to work here.” Claire said immediately.
“Oh,” Emit said. “So he’s an…older gentleman?”
“Not so very old…” Claire said, now looking puzzled as well.
“Could be her father!” Trudy burst out, trying to help the situation.
Claire is too naive to ever realize anyone was sweet on her! Trudy thought to herself.
Just then, the voices of a bunch of girls could be heard rounding the corner.
“Quick!” Trudy said. “Jump down!”
“But wait for us!” Claire added, snatching up the discarded magazine.
When Malvina laid eyes on Claire and Trudy, Claire was continually flipping the pages of a magazine, seemingly uninterested in every page, and Trudy was jabbing a needle aimlessly into a handkerchief with no apparent purpose.
“Trudy,” Malvina said scratchily. “I didn’t know you embroidered.”
“Just took it up!” Trudy said, overly casually.
After lingering around for a painful ten minutes, they passed, talking about Jack Cameron’s new hair cut, and left Claire and Trudy alone but on edge.
Trudy, being the stronger of the two, gave Claire a boost, and Claire heaved up to the wall and whispered: “Emit!”
Emit looked up from the ground where he was weaving a daisy chain.
“The friend’s name is Clifford Rueben, he has brown hair and blue eyes and is tall. If you happen to have a chance, please look him up or ask the operator or whatever you do to learn someone’s telephone number!”
“I’ll be sure to!” Emit promised.
“Goodbye then,” Claire said. “Have a good trip!”
“Thank you, Goodbye Claire.” Emit said, pulling a cap over his curls.
“Goodbye Mr. Dawson!” Came the voice from the other side of the wall.
“Goodbye Miss Richards!” Emit chuckled.

From Victory Tower

2008-06-26T19:01:00.001-07:00

Chapter 11 Part 1

2008-06-26T18:57:00.000-07:00

A Lesson Learned

A week passed “slowly, but well” (as Claire told Marvin in a letter.) Everyday was lengthy and strenuous, but she could see progress every night as she laid in bed reviewing that day’s happenings in her mind. Everyday for a week, it seemed that she was doing better and better. Not so much that things around her were progressing in the direction that she had hoped, but the difficult past was seeping away and the conversations had changed more to the upcoming holiday break instead of “what Claire did.” Trudy acted less harshly toward her, whenever they did come in contact, but this was rarely. They were still roommates, but a new student wouldn’t have guessed them to have been called friends. Judith and her “gang” were secretly jealous of the attention Claire had received and so also resolved to ignore her for the most part and have “great fun without her.” Pete Jenkins however was totally changed from the past. He did the opposite (as you may have noticed during history class) as everyone else. He paid so much attention to Claire, following her everywhere she went and acting like a complete gentleman, that Claire became both annoyed and suspicious.
“Claire! Wait for me!” He called Sunday morning.
It had been eight days since Claire’s “incident” and finally they had eaten breakfast without it being mentioned for the first time since. Claire was walking away from the table with her dish and fork. Every student was expected to take their things to the kitchen after every meal. Claire was all the way to the kitchen doors when Pete called to her. She waited for him impatiently until he arrived, out of breath and quite red in contrast to his black hair.
“Can I take that for you?” He asked enthusiastically.
Claire handed him the dishes quite briskly.
“You could’ve offered before I walked all the way over here.” She noted aloud.
Pete looked heartbroken.
“I’m sorry Claire, I really am. I wish I would’ve thought of that. You always have the best ideas Claire. You really do.” Pete said, so sickly sweet that Claire couldn’t help but reveal her disgust facially.
“That’s fine Peter,” She said, looking a little dizzy after his performance. “It is never too late to be a gentleman.”
Pete’s face lit up now. These days his moods and expressions were as fickle as springtime in Texas.
“Do you really think so Claire Dear?” He asked.
Claire’s eyes lit up.
“Pete Jenkins,” She said taking the dishes out of his arms. “I will take my own dishes. You seem to have mistaken me for someone else.”
Poor Pete was left dumbfounded, recapping every word he had spoken.
“Claire! What did I do Dear?” He asked, following her into the kitchen.
“That!” Claire said, setting her plate in the sink. “You called me “Dear”. I am not your sweetheart.” She explained, head shaking so as her sandy hair swung around like the ears of a spaniel.
“Oh, oh I see.” Pete said jaw still dropped in confusion.

“Good morning class!” Mr. Rueben said cheerfully the next morning.
A few students sighed, noting that Mr. Rueben was nearly always in a good mood before he did something odd.
“I’ve been reading,” He continued. “The Weekly Warble.”
The students snickered as their history teacher held up the newest edition of Malvina Dakota’s weekly newspaper. It was a famous rumor-starter and was “basically just gossip jotted down” as Trudy called it.
“I was reading about Claire Winters and Pete Jenkins.” He added.
Everyone made faces, sounds and turned colors, so numerous that I won’t bother listing them all.
“But,” Mr. Rueben said. “Knowing Claire, Pete and Malvina,” He said, looking mostly at Malvina. “I know that it isn’t true that they’ve been, quote, ‘kissing under the pale moonlight, dancing the night away,’ etc. etc. etc.”
And he tossed the paper in the wastebasket with a look of “beware” as the class burst into giggling.
“Now,” Mr. Rueben said straightening his vest. “Let us continue with the lesson and practice more respectable ways to use ink and paper.”
Judith passed a note to Trudy. Mr. Rueben looked up expectantly.
“Yes?” He asked.
Everyone shook their heads.
“We didn’t say anything.” Everyone said truthfully.
“No?” Mr. Rueben asked, scanning the class as he spoke. “I thought I heard a note being passed.”
A few people smirked.
“Ah!” He said after a moment. “What is that in your hand Trudy?”
Trudy bit her lip.
“I note.” She blurted.
“May I read it?” Mr. Rueben asked politely, though everyone knew that there wasn’t an option.
Trudy, who hadn’t even read the note for herself, nodded and got up. As she walked to the desk, she felt as if Judith was going to throw a knife into her back. Luckily she sat back down unharmed.

Tru,

You know how we used to say that Mr. Rueben looked peculiar? Well I’ve decided that he’s rather handsome. He may not be the best teacher…still odd…but he is good-looking, don’t you think?

Judith

Mr. Rueben smiled at Judith, who was hereby, nicknamed “Judith Red-Appleby,” and tossed the note on top of The Weekly Warble. Soon Judith regained her natural color and the class continued.

“Today is an unusual day,” Mr. Rueben began. “Not only is it the first November tenth, 1886 ever, it is also Teacher Question Day.”

Claire’s eyes jolted from her desk to her teacher’s face and a few boys made idiotic faces saying things like “What day?”
“Don’t worry!” Mr. Rueben said, putting his hands up as if to calm a wild dog. “Don’t check your calendar books or think that you were supposed to have anything prepared for this special occasion. Teacher Question Day is simply a day when you can ask whatever question you want. You aren’t all allowed a chance to ask questions during class and sometimes the off topic questions are pushed to the side, so I thought that a day dedicated to those questions might be welcomed.”
A hand appeared in the air.
“Yes Mr. Snow?” Mr. Rueben asked.
Bob fumbled through a history book.
“I have a question, sir; about page…103…paragraph four. What is ‘Black Friday’ referring to?”
Mr. Rueben took some time to locate his own copy of that book and find that particular paragraph and re-read it.
“Mm,” He grunted. “Here it is referring to a gold-speculation financial crisis in ’69. You can see the notes in the back for more information. Thank you for the interest Mr. Snow.”
Mr. Rueben scanned the classroom for more hands.
Another floated up like a hesitant balloon.
“Yes Miss Tyler?” He asked.
“Um, Mr. Rueben, what did you mean the other day when you said that page thirty in this book was wrong?” Wanda asked.
Mr. Rueben squinted.
“I meant what I said Miss Tyler. I don’t agree with page thirty. I told you that you could skip it because it was incorrect.”
Silence fell over the room.
“How many of you read that page after class?” He asked.
Most of the hands in the room were slowly appearing in midair.
“Did you all agree with it?” He asked.
The hands faded back into their laps, nobody wanting to respond.
“But Mr. Rueben,” Came Wanda’s screechy voice again. “The school requires this curriculum.”
“Yes!” Mr. Rueben said. “They do.” He looked frustrated at this thought.
“Anyone else?” He asked. “Miss Yar?”
Poppy who was, as you may remember, a “whiz” asked the next question.
“On page four paragraph one…” She began.
“Doesn’t anyone have any questions besides that involving the lessons?” Mr. Rueben interupted.
Everyone looked a little confused; after all, he was a teacher, not someone to make small talk with.
Finally, after a couple moments, Allen Jacobs, a hefty and blond Scotch boy, raised his hand.
“Why did you want to become a teacher?” He huffed over his plump chest which seemed too close to his chin.
Mr. Rueben didn’t miss a beat. He dismissed the question with a simple:
“I didn’t” And then looked for another hand.
Claire suddenly wondered why she was smiling. She felt proud of Mr. Rueben.
Many of the children raised their hands now like five year olds answering an arithmetic equation which they had memorized.
Mr. Rueben pointed casually to a girl who asked: “Why?”
“Because,” Said Mr. Rueben coolly. “Unfortunately in our modern America, poets are not respected, wealthy or famous. My father told me that I had to at least try to be one of these things…preferable all three. So he sent me to the best schools and told me to become a teacher.”
He was now behind his desk, shoulders and eyelids sagging slightly. He pointed to another hand, suddenly looking as if this class was exhausting him. The conversation went something like this:

Student 1: “You wanted to be a poet?”

Mr. Rueben: “I was a poet.”

Student 2:“My mum says that teaching a fine career.”

Mr. Rueben: “She should try it sometime.”

Student 2: “But aren’t you proud of Beekman?”

Mr. Rueben: “I am proud of each of you if that answers the question.”

Student 3: “Don’t you ever plan to marry?”

Mr. Rueben: “That depends.”

Student 4: “Imagine!”

Mr. Rueben: “Are there any other questions?”

Claire: “Are other classes celebrating “Teacher Question Day”?”

Mr. Rueben (smiling): “Not that I know of.”

That evening Claire sat on her bed and wrote to Marvin, then wadded the letter into a ball and threw it into the waste basket. Sighing, she fell onto her pillow.
“Claire?” Said Trudy, walking into the room.
“Mm?” Claire muttered, a little surprised to be spoken too.
“I want-I want to apologize.” Trudy said with the fearful expression that can be found in the eyes of someone who is repenting on their death-bed.
“What is the matter Tru? You know I’ve forgiven you. You believe my story, I can tell, and I don’t care about how you’ve treated me…we’ve treated each other. You know what they say about bygones…” Her heart was in her eyes, pleading for mending.
“But Claire,” Trudy said sitting down on the end of her roommate’s bed. “I’ve done something terrible.” She poked her face into a cotton handkerchief.
“You weren’t that terrible.” Claire soothed. “You didn’t understand at first…it is alright.”
“Not that!” Trudy said, now crying uncontrollably. “Something just now! I’ve betrayed you…and him.” She looked as if she couldn’t go on.
“What? What have you done? Who is “him”?” Claire asked, inching closer.
“Mr. Rueben!” Trudy wailed. “I’ve told on him…and he was innocent. Jack Cameron asked me to…he said that he and I could be sweethearts if I…if I would be the one to go to Miss Victory. I see now that he was being cowardly and tricking me, but I’ve gone and done it Claire! It’s done! And Miss Victory called Mr. Rueben into her office and I passed him on the stairs…oh Claire! If you had seen his eyes, you’d be crying too!”
Claire looked terrified.
“Has he come down yet?” She asked anxiously.
Trudy shook her head rust-red head violently.
“No, she’s raising her voice at him…shouting. He isn’t saying anything. And Claire…dear Claire! I…I must have exaggerated some things. Jack was listening…I wanted to impress him, show him that I wasn’t a goody-two-shoe. And now Miss Victory is taking it so far…she’s accusing him of things that aren’t true and he’s just, just sitting in there.”
Claire leapt up from her mattress and dashed out of her room, leaving the heavy door ajar.
Trudy followed her only that far, and seeing that she was headed toward Victory Tower, Trudy Richards just stopped in her shoes and cried on the doorframe.
Meanwhile, Claire was running as fast as she could, shoes tapping loudly on the stone steps. She reached the door of the headmistress’ office and stopped, eavesdropping.
“That is all!” Miss Victory was saying. “You are dismissed.”
And so Claire had to dash away again as she heard Mr. Rueben coming toward the door. She ran into her room and pulled Trudy inside before shutting the door. That night they spent a lot of time crying. Claire had cried a lot that semester, you couldn’t blame her, but this time, arm-in-am with Trudy, it was better.

Chapter 10 Part 2

2008-04-05T10:25:00.000-07:00

Beekman Astir

Mr. Rueben looked up from a stack of manila papers at the sound of a light knock.
“Yes?” He asked, head turning slowly to the door while his eyes remained on paper he was reading.
“It is Claire.” Said she.
“Oh, come in my niece.” He said taking one long step from behind his desk to the door which he opened politely.
“Please take a seat and a piece of chewing gum.” Mr. Rueben said suavely pointing to a chair.
He then walked over to his desk and retrieved a jar.
Claire dragged the petite wooden chair from one of the student’s desks and sat in it directly in front of Mr. Rueben’s desk.
“Oh, I can’t chew gum.” Said Claire, lustfully eyeing the sticks of peppermint flavored rubber.
Her eyes traveled up to Mr. Rueben’s face which looked confused and was moving up and down with the motion of his own chewing.
“No? Why not?” He asked, straightening up.
“Because my mother says that it is unhealthy.” Claire said, almost as if she were trying to convince herself.
“How so?”
“It will make my intestines stick together.” Claire said immediately before turning pink.
“It will do what? That’s ridiculous. The innocent little piece of candy never leaves your mouth!” Mr. Rueben laughed.
“But if you swallow it I mean…” Claire said, rather embarrassed.
“But are you going to do that?” Mr. Rueben asked.
“No…not on purpose. I mean, not at all since I won’t chew it.” Claire answered, eyes traveling from Mr. Rueben to the jar and back all the time.
“But that’s silly. It isn’t at all true that it will make your intestines stick together.” Mr. Rueben said, looking around for the lid to the jar.
“I’ll have one, thank you.” Claire said suddenly.
“What?” Was the bewildered response.
“I will have a stick of gum please.” Claire said firmly (though she knew it was odd and was avoiding eye contact because of it.)
“What did I say that made you change your mind?” Mr. Rueben asked as he pulled out a sweet-smelling stick.
“That it wasn’t true of course. I don’t stand for things that aren’t true.” Claire said coolly taking the gum and acting as if this were obvious information. This was a bad habit of hers, making something she said seem like “elementary knowledge” when it was really very uncanny. When she did this, Pete always mumbled something about women and how he couldn’t stand them.
“Alright then,” Said Mr. Rueben as he watched Claire pop the gum into her mouth. “But didn’t you say that you weren’t allowed to chew gum?”
Claire looked a little uneasy, but the first taste of gum hadn’t disappointed her and this soothed her mind.
“No…” She began, slurring a bit between chews. “Because Mother wouldn’t tell me things unless she thought it was best for me…and she did think that, but she wouldn’t have told me if she had known the truth.” She then looked at her finger tips, the floor, and the desk and everywhere but Mr. Rueben’s face before he spoke again.
“You don’t have to sit like that.” He said, going to his seat.
“Like what?” Asked Claire, uncrossing her feet.
“Like you are going to be scolded.” Mr. Rueben said, making a wave toward her whole appearance.
Claire didn’t know quite what to do, but in the end her chair was off center and looked much more natural.
“You know,” Mr. Rueben then said. “I just realized that you haven’t put cards on the tree.”
Claire glanced toward the twisted dead tree against the wall and remembered when she had first seen it and what Miss Inches had said:
“Mr. Rueben has his pupils write down all of their accomplishments and put it on that tree.”
“Oh,” Claire said, rubbing the back of her neck as if it were sore.
“Go ahead,” Mr. Rueben said pulling out from his desk drawer small white cards and envelopes which matched the “leaves” of the tree. “Write down some of your many accomplishments.
Claire took the cards and admired them.
“But I don’t know of anything to write.” She said, almost sadly.
“What? You must be joking.” Mr. Rueben said with a laugh. “There are cards up there that say everything from ‘Finished a book’ to ‘Learned to fish’ to ‘Forgave a friend’ or what not.”
Claire swallowed loudly and made a miserable looking smile.
“All I’ve done is…caused problems.” She blurted out, eyes fixed on the note cards in her hands.
“What are you talking about? If that’s true then I wouldn’t be surprised if, if your intestines were all stuck together.” Mr. Rueben said.
Claire smiled a bit more naturally.
“I have lost my reputation. My parents are going to see my report and know that I have made a mistake. They will call the school and Miss Victory will tell them about my running away from school in the worst possible way. Then my parents will come down here themselves and scold me silly and I’ll have some sort of punishment. But no punishment will be worse than seeing my parents disappointed faces.” And with these last words, Claire’s throat began to burn and she stopped talking all together because she knew that if she went on she would surely cry. And already, how many times had she cried since she arrived in New York? Too many to count.
“It is November first,” Mr. Rueben said. “Just over two months since you and the other freshmen arrived. But today is a new beginning.” He paused for sometime as Claire sat staring at his desk, her face splotched with red.
“Did you mean to disappoint your parents?” He then asked, very softly like an uncle should.
Claire shook her head vigorously.
“Of course not.” She squeaked.
“Tell me exactly what happened.” He then said.
Claire’s first thought was that this would be a long and painful story, but as she began, she felt more and more relieved to have a listening ear. She hadn’t talked to Trudy; all she wanted was to hear “juicy secrets” as Judith called them. And Claire had none of these to offer. She had wished for someone to listen without judging her or trying to be entertained…just to listen as Mr. Rueben was so intently doing from his desk.
Ever so often Mr. Rueben would ask a question very gently, but mostly he just pulled his dark eyebrows over his eyes and put his chin in his fist and listened.
“And I just wanted to get rid of the mouse,” Claire was explaining. “I liked Cyrano, but it was wrong to keep him and I wanted to show the girls that I wasn’t afraid to do what was right and to give up what was wrong. It was just a little mouse, I know, but he was sort of a symbol. I thought that the girls would…turn around when they knew what I had done for them, but they didn’t. They just wanted to know if Emit was my beau and if I was going to be expelled. I think that everyone would be better off if I was.”
And just when Claire was explaining how much she loved her parents and her brother and that she really was trying to make them proud, the bell rang.
“Is that half-time?” Claire asked, mid-sentence.
Half-time was thirty minutes into recess when the students were allowed drinks.
“No,” Mr. Rueben said. “The bell doesn’t ring at half-time. Recess is over.”
Claire’s jaw dropped and she slid out of her seat which she had been wadded up in.
“An hour already?” She said unbelievingly.
She scooted her chair back to its desk and hurriedly spat her gum into the waste basket.
Mr. Rueben scurried from his desk and opened the door for her.
Claire slid out with her things but then stopped halfway and put a hand on the door so that Mr. Rueben wouldn’t shut it yet.
“Mr. Rueben,” She said slowly. “What did you want to talk about?”
Mr. Rueben smiled.
“All of the things that we did talk about Dearest.” He said.
For a moment, Claire felt as if he meant that he had known beforehand what she would say, for sometimes Mr. Rueben did seem like some sort of magic man like the Indian men with turbans and monkeys in books, but then she realized with a smile that Mr. Rueben just wanted to talk to her about all of the things that she needed to talk about.
“Good afternoon Claire.” Mr. Rueben said.
“Good afternoon Uncle.”

Civil War Medicine Distributor

2008-03-07T12:19:00.000-08:00

Chapter 10 Part 1

2008-03-07T12:16:00.000-08:00

Beekman Astir

Claire rather enjoyed her trip back to school until the conversation died down on the last leg of the journey and she began to think about what she would say to Ms. Victory and her parents and all of the questions that the students were bound to ask.
Seeing her anxious frown, Emit said:
“Do you want me to take the long way around?”
Claire gave him a worried smile and said “no.”
She had no choice but to face her punishments and she preferred to have them over with as soon as possible.
“Here we are,” Emit said. “Do you want me to walk you to the door?”
Claire was surprised that country boys even knew about this custom, but as sweet as it sounded, she refused.
“No, somehow I think that you would only worsen things. I mean, not you personally, but the idea of you. Anyway, thank you very much for your hospitality and thank your mother too. I wish I had some money or something to repay her with…” Claire said, fumbling through her pockets.
“That isn’t necessary.” Emit said hastily.
“Well,” Claire said shrugging. “Would she like a wooden jewelry box?”
Emit grinned. “She may.” He answered smugly.
“Then please give this to her with my sincere thanks.” Claire said, handing over the box so generously, she almost looked glad not to have it.
It did have mixed memories after all.
“Good luck!” Emit said cheerfully.
“Thank you!” Claire called over her shoulder as she hopped off her seat and approached the gate. She looked back once to see him ride away and she thought about what a merry place he would soon arrive at and what a grim one she was walking into. Then she chided herself, remembering Mr. Dawson, and pushed the gate open.
Normally the front courtyard was totally bare without even so much as a gardener, but as Claire pushed the gate open, she saw a whole congregation of people standing stock still in front of the girl’s wing and staring coldly at her.
At least the tall, slender figure in the middle of them all was staring coldly.
Claire had the strange feeling that Ms. Victory was going to lead a stampede of students to trample her before she even reached the doors which they were so solidly blocking.
It seemed minutes before Claire could walk into the courtyard, push the gate closed again and latch it before turning to face her peers and teachers and, most of all, Headmistress.
“Good morning Ms. Victory.” Claire said with a bowed head. She was careful to check that it was still morning.
“I suppose you have had a good morning, gallivanting around the countryside with a strange man! Spending last night at his house! Running away from your boarding school without so much as leaving a note so that we could know that you weren’t kidnapped!”
Heat rose up Claire’s neck and onto her face.
“No Ms. Victory! It wasn’t anything of that sort…” She protested.
“Shut your mouth little girl!” Ms. Victory snapped, her bony finger pointing at Claire like a distant spear. “Do not speak to me that way! Do not try to contradict what I am saying! You have no right to voice your untrustworthy opinion to me! Now! I don’t need to know why you committed the sins which you have, it is irrelevant. I already know everything I need to which is what you have so cruelly done to us. Now all you are expected to do, since obeying is so difficult for you, is to go to your bedroom and sit on your bed. You will find that your door will be locked behind you. I am telephoning your parents immediately.”
Claire’s eye trailed along the faces of her peers and then she pushed through them, meeting no eyes and tried not to hear their murmurings.

Time passed like molasses in December. Claire, who hadn’t had dinner the night before or breakfast or lunch that day, was agonizingly hungry. She was also exhausted, so after thinking about everything which had happened in the past two days and listening to the clank of the other students luncheon plates and forks for a few minutes, Claire got in bed and went to sleep. When she woke up again it was to a rattling noise. The room was dark, but as Claire sat up, she could see the gleam of her brass door knob, twisting and shaking. After a moment it stopped and the door opened. In stepped Trudy and Judith and Marie and Jacqueline and a dozen or so other girls.
“Hullo Claire!” They were all saying in scratchy whispers. And “There you are!” and “We’ve missed you so!”
They were all grins and whispers but Claire was quite overwhelmed, still twisted in her covers.
They all filed by and gave her a hug-even Judith Appleby who had seemed so hateful a day ago-as if Claire were some dear old bedridden aunt.
Then they all took to petting her hair and sitting all over her bed and smiling at her in a way that Claire defined as either pity or jealousy but couldn’t tell which.
“Well?” Judith said, handing Claire a roll and a peach. “Aren’t you going to tell us about your adventure? All that Mrs. Dawson said on the telephone was that you were on the way over with her son and that he; the boy; had seen you faint and brought you home where you spent the night. Oh Claire! Do tell us right off! You wouldn’t believe the serious sort of constables that came and interviewed us all! And after having to tell them of the argument, we all began to cry and miss you and wish that we had been nicer to you before you ran away. I felt sure that I was the cause of your rebellion, what else could set such a good girl on the wrong path but the betrayal of a friend? And we’ve all made up about the whole ordeal and want to tell you that we’re sincerely sorry and love you like a sister and want to know every detail of your escapade now that you’re home safely!”
Claire, wide-eyed, had already bitten into the forbidden dinner, and was staring at Trudy in shock.
“Please Judith, it wasn’t like that at all…” Claire began.
“Oh Claire!” Judith cut in. “We know that you didn’t do anything sinful with that boy, but now we at least know that you have a romantic side after all.” She said with a wink.
“No! I mean, this isn’t about romance at all. I didn’t run away, I am not in love with Emit and…”
“Emit?” Jacqueline asked. “Is that the boy’s name? It is plain but will have to do! I am sure he’s perfectly charming Claire!”
“Yes-I mean no.” Claire stumbled over her words and handed her peach and roll back to Trudy. “Yes his name was Emit but I don’t even know him and am not in love with him! I swear I wasn’t trying to run away!” She said, raising her voice.
“Please Claire!” Trudy said. “The girls are supposed to be in their own rooms. Don’t give them away. Now what do you mean you didn’t run away? Are you saying that Emit kidnapped you?”
A wave of excitement went over the girls.
“No! Not at all!” Claire said very frustrated. She got out of bed and stood on the floor to address the girls more authoritatively. “I left the school to run to the field and return in a matter of minutes, but I became ill again like I did the other morning and fainted on the pathway…”
“Wait a moment,” Marie interrupted. “I don’t understand-why were you going in the first place if it wasn’t to meet Emit?”
“I was going…I was going to release Cyrano.” Claire said seriously.
All of the girls gasped and looked at each other for comfort.
“Did you? Did you let him go Claire?” One girl asked desperately.
Claire nodded and the girls gasped again.
“Claire!” They were all saying at once. “You didn’t have to! We didn’t mean it!”
And they were all sobbing again.
Claire felt suddenly frustrated and disgusted.
“Of course I had to!” She said, her eyes darting from one girl to another. “It was dishonest to keep him a secret. It was disobedient.” Her eyes were fiery.
“But Claire, we were only being nit-picky because you were giving us a hard time. Even though you were arguing with Judith, you always make the rest of us feel bad about things we do. We didn’t really mean it Claire…we all loved Cyrano. He was like our mascot.” Jacqueline said.
She looked at Claire almost as if she were angry all over again for obeying.
“I loved Cyrano too…I loved having a pet just as much as you did. But this isn’t really about a mouse is it? It is about truthfulness and deceit.”
A few girls sighed, one even rolled her eyes.
“Don’t start that again Claire.” Marie said. “We were all trying to be friends again…we all had the best intentions when we came in here tonight. We wanted to hear of your adventures. We thought that finally we could relate to you, that you sometimes disobey too, but no! All we get is another sermon.” And Marie stood up and left the room.
A few girls followed suit.
“Please Trudy, you understand don’t you? Help me explain!” Claire pleaded.
“We can’t all be as perfect as you Claire,” Trudy said. “But I can’t help but say that I know you must sometimes sin or fail. And if you lead us on this way, hiding whatever it is you do, than you are just as deceitful as you convict us all to be.”
Claire paused, mouth open, for a moment.
“Trudy, you know I am not claiming to be perfect! I am not convicting you either. You asked me for help and I said what I believed. I was keeping a secret, but I rid myself of it now…”
But before Claire could finish her sentence, there was a loud startling noise which tossed each of their stomachs into a flip. The bell!
Five rings and then silence, Ms. Inches’ face appearing in the doorway like a gargoyle.
“What is the meaning of this Miss Winters?” She asked sternly.
“I am sorry Ms. Inches.” She said, her head drooping.
“Everyone out!” Mrs. Inches barked, more fiercely than anyone expected.
The girls scurried out rapidly, leaving only Trudy and Claire wearing their nightgowns and ashamed faces.
“I brought the girls in.” Trudy admitted when the door closed. “I am sorry too.”
Ms. Inches still looked frightful.
“Miss Winters,” She spoke very slowly. “Ms. Victory decided not to telephone your parents. She decided to simply wait until your report card arrived and then let them call us, wondering why on earth their star student had a string of zeros in every class.”
Claire bit her lip and stared at the floor. This was a painful message.
“I am sorry Ms. Inches. I am very, very sorry for all of the trouble I’ve caused you and Ms. Victory, my teachers, peers and parents.” Claire offered bravely.
“Don’t you have any explanation?” Ms. Inches snapped. “I understand Trudy slipping up now and then, but you are known for your trustworthiness, and now I am told that you were fighting at recess, ran away from school and spent the night with a strange boy?!”
Claire shook her head, but her tears chose this moment to flow out.
“No ma’am, it wasn’t like that.” She sobbed.
“Then please inform me of which part of your story did Ms. Victory lie to me about!”
Claire sniffed and wiped her eyes, trying to speak in vain.
If she would’ve looked at Trudy, she would’ve seen a very pitiful expression, kind sad eyes gazing in her direction.
“No part Ms. Inches.” She finally whispered.
“Precisely!” Ms. Inches declared coldly. “I understand that we all make mistakes Ms. Winters, but to deny them red-handed is preposterous! Is there anything else I need to know about?”
Claire thought about telling everything. She considered telling about Judith and Tom and Cyrano and the Dawsons but she simply could not. Ms. Inches wouldn’t understand about being a tall red-head or the girlish temptation of hording a secret mouse, or even her inward constitution of honesty which caused her to escape and release this mouse. She wouldn’t understand the struggles she had had with the girls or how much she loved them and pitied them more each time they fought. Ms. Inches wouldn’t understand any of this, so Claire kept silent and shook her head.
Mrs. Inches left saying that Claire was expected to participate in class as usual starting with the first class the next morning and throw out that food at once.

The next morning Claire woke up feeling extremely tired and not at all like getting up and facing the world again.
“Good morning Claire Winters,” Mr. Rueben said as Claire filed by his desk to receive her assignment. He acted as if he hadn’t heard that anything had happened, but along with her assignments Claire also found a note which read:

Niece,

Please meet me in my class room during recess to talk.

Yours, Uncle

For the first time in some time, Claire almost smiled.
All through class Trudy and the other girls pretended to ignore Claire and Pete Jenkins did the complete opposite. He watched her more than he watched Mr. Rueben, studied her more than his book and turned to her to whisper while the other students turned their pages. Claire tried to ignore him and was embarrassed by his conduct, but finally she did lean over and speak to him.
“Pete! Leave me be. You’re going to fail this class.” Was all she said.
Her stomach lurched when she sat back up and caught Mr. Rueben’s gaze, but he said nothing.
Mr. Rueben was talking about The Civil War. Most of the students were “Yankees” but a few were from the south. It had happened only a few decades ago and people were still talking about it. Claire became uncomfortable as she felt tension rising within the classroom. Then, two boys; John Hampton and Luke Rye became angry and began to argue. John’s family had been for The Union and Luke’s for The Confederacy.
Claire became thankful for her long dress that day, seeing as it went all the way to the floor and hid her shaking knees. She was afraid that one of the boys would ask her to “back them up” seeing as she was now included in their political debates. A few other boys joined in, faces beamed red and the backs of necks burned. Fists were clinched and Luke was now standing up at his desk looking down at John. John was raising his voice. A few girls were pale, one clinging to the edge of her seat.
Trudy kept trying to say something, but all she ever got out was: “I think that slaves, I don’t know about you but slaves, slaves were, I think that…” But the boys paid her no heed.
All this time, Mr. Rueben leaned against his desk and smirked, occasionally straightening a stack of papers by tapping them on his the desk or scraping away at a pencil with a pen knife. He looked, as Claire later described him, as cool as well water.
Finally John stood up too and both edged out of their places.
Everyone could feel what was about to happen.
Finally Luke broke the last straw by saying that he hoped his ancestors had killed John’s ancestors during the war. Now, this was a very immature thing to say, but nevertheless, it hit John like a bullet, and in the same way John’s fist hit Luke’s jaw and Luke’s hands grabbed John’s neck and John’s boot kicked Luke’s shin and so on.
After a moment, Judith said: “Mr. Rueben! Do something!”
“What’s the worst that could happen?” He responded.
“They could kill each other!” Was Judith’s panicky reply.
“And then we would have two less troublemakers wouldn’t we?”
Judith gasped and Mr. Rueben continued.
“Most likely, they wouldn’t both be dead so the weaker would be dead and the stronger would learn his lesson by being sent away to some remote prison cell. And then what?”
Judith was on the verge of tears now.
“But their parents!” Said Judith, taking everything very seriously.
“Judith Appleby! They’ve hardly drawn blood!” Mr. Rueben said with a laugh.
And so it was, for though they were knocking into chairs, tearing across the room and rolling on the floor, only Luke’s lip was busted.
“Ah!” Mr. Rueben said in a louder voice, causing the tussle to pause. “Thank you boys for the wonderful example. What we have just witnessed is a civil war. The Beekman Civil War.” And to everyone’s surprise he began to applaud, and the two boys stood up, very red in the face and took their seats again. Judith ran and fetched ice for Luke’s lip and then the class continued as usual. As Claire watched Mr. Rueben talk, she began to think that she had begun this civil war and that the fight between Luke and John wouldn’t be the last battle.

Chapter 9 Part 2

2008-02-26T19:21:00.000-08:00

The Scandal

Claire ran through the doors which led from the courtyard to the hallway, up the main stairwell and into her bedroom. She began to sob as she hastily flung the skirt of her bed up and reached in, snatching a pretty wooden jewelry box from it’s inconspicuous place. She put it gently under her arm and went back into the hall closing the heavy door quietly behind her. She trotted back down the stairs, tears streaming steadily down her pink cheeks. She remembered the last time she had run down the stairs crying. Her uncle was waiting there with a sad smile and a box and she had become happy again. But now, no one was standing on the stone floor. She heard only her own sobbing and the clack of her heels on the steps. Mr. Rueben caught a glimpse of her as she dashed past his door, but she knew nothing of this and carried on. She went out a side door which opened up into a narrow alleyway between the girls’ wing and the boys’ wing. She briefly remembered her first day at Beekman Boarding School when she had been so worried about which door to walk into. This seemed disgustingly unimportant now. She ran down the alley until she came upon a discarded crate. She flipped it upside down and stepped onto it, put the jewelry box atop the stone wall and then hoisted herself up. From here she didn’t hesitate but put the box under her arm and hopped off onto a grassy slope. She nearly twisted her ankle, but shook off the fright and trudged on. After a minute of walking she arrived at a field. She had walked a quarter mile behind the school, away from the city of Beekman. The wheat field was golden under a low autumn sun. Claire knelt down, her skirts billowing around her small figure, and put the box on the dirt at the edge of the meadow. She opened it up. There in the corner was a little rodent, surrounded by sweet Timothy Hay with a little green vest on and a frightened expression. Claire scooped him out of his nest and petted him on the head before briskly setting him on the ground. She shut the box, and when she looked up again, Cyrano had disappeared. She lifted up her calico dress and looked for him hiding around her shoes, but Cyrano was gone. She suddenly dropped her face into the fabric over her knees, and in a knot of emotion she sobbed loudly. She forgot that she had planned to hasten back to the school. The little mouse had to be released but it was challenging for poor Claire. After a moment she lifted her head to use her handkerchief. Through teary eyes she saw a figure standing in front of her. She gasped and wiped her eyes in a panic. There, a yard from where she crouched was a boy with a concerned frown on his face. The wheat was still rocking in the field behind him where he had apparently come from. Claire estimated that he was seventeen (which was correct) and poor. His patched britches only went to his shins, his feet were bare, his shirt faded and hair rumpled. Claire almost screamed, but instead stood, gathered her skirts and began to walk hastily in the direction she came from.
“Wait!” The boy called. “Your box!”
Claire turned around and saw him offering her the jewelry box with an outstretched arm like a child would offer a goose a handful of grain. She hesitated, considering running away without it. After all, she was supposed to be safe inside the wall of a reputable boarding school, but she was instead alone with a strange young man in the rural unknown. When she didn’t move, the boy came towards her, box first. At this Claire moved forward too, taking the box swiftly from his grip.
“Thank you.” She mumbled as she hurried away.
But before Claire had taken five steps, a wave of nausea swept over her and she stood still. Her vision blinked on and off and then she fell unconscious on the pathway.
As is custom when telling a story, I shall pick up again where Claire “picked up” and leave the part of her story during which she knew nothing of to your ignorance also.

Claire’s eyelids quivered open slowly. They felt heavy. She tried to focus but it seemed to use every cell of her brain to do so. Soon she could make out blurry lines and fragments of squares. What was she looking at? It was a ceiling with large wooden rafters. Suddenly she rolled over. What was that?! She thought she must be dreaming, for their in front of her face was a small, snaggletooth pixie! It had big blue eyes with long eye lashes and rosy cheeks and a head of flaxen curls. Its eyes were very shiny, Claire could tell even in her state of confusion, and its mouth was stretched into a wide smile.
“Mama! Mama!” It called so loudly that Claire’s head hurt.
“Thalaydeezup!” It seemed to scream.
“Thelaydeezup?” Claire thought.
What did that mean?
“Oh!” She thought. “The lady’s up!”
Then the whole room came into focus. The wood paneled walls and the wooden floor boards, a sturdy table with a bouquet of Goldenrod on top, a blond pixyish child on a stool, the sweet smell of something good to eat and the rich smell of earth like her mother’s garden. She sat up abruptly and her head began to throb.
She almost blacked out again but instead she blinked and there stood a woman staring at her. She had on a plain dress with an apron, her hair was in a loose bun and her face was very round and kind. She had round brown eyes like that of a mother cow.
“Are you awake?” She was saying.
Claire tried to smile but she couldn’t tell if she had succeeded or not. She felt very embarrassed…she didn’t even know where she was!
“Yes ma’am.” She said. “Where am I?” ”You’re outside of Beekman New York in my home. I am Mrs. Dawson and my boy; Emit; brought you home from the meadow where you…swooned.”
Claire rubbed her eyes and tried to remember what had just happened, but before she could think a boy appeared behind the lady.
“Is she awake?” He asked in a clear, likeable voice.
“Yes Emit! She just woke.” The lady said, stepping aside.
Claire felt herself blush.
“I don’t remember…I mean I can’t seem to recall fainting.” Claire said.
“Well you did!” Mrs. Dawson said with a laugh.
“Do you remember coming to the field?” Emit asked.
Claire shook her head which was still throbbing.
“Perhaps she was poisoned!” Said yet another voice.
Claire focused her eyes behind Emit and found a spindly girl sitting on a chair looking excited.
“You said she was acting strangely and now she doesn’t remember what’s happened to her!” The girl was saying. “It could’ve been poison! Or a spell!”
Mrs. Dawson rolled her eyes.
“Don’t fret your little thinker over it Love,” She said. “It is normal not remember for some time after you’ve swooned.”
Claire looked back at Emit.
“Did you see me when I fainted or just find me that way?” Claire asked him as she tidied her rumpled hair.
“I saw you faint.” He stated. “I was working in the fields when I heard a noise and I came out and you were sitting at the edge of the field…you were crying. When you saw me, you started to run away but you had left your box…” Emit paused for a moment and picked up a wooden jewelry box. “This box, and so I called to you. You came back and took it but you fainted before you got far.”
The memories flooded naturally back into Claire’s mind. She remembered the boy; Emit; now. She remembered the jewelry box and Cyrano, now a lonely mouse in the meadow wearing an odd green vest. She remembered why she had to let him go, because of the argument about truth. Then she remembered her school.
“Oh!” She suddenly gasped putting a hand to her forehead. “I need to get back to school! What time is it?”
Mrs. Dawson smiled. “It is nine o’clock in the mornin’ dear.” She said, kind eyes peering down at her.
Claire looked around. She was lying on a cushioned window seat in the front room of the house, The Dawson House. She rubbed her eyes again.
“Thank you so much, each of you.” She finally had the sense to say. “And I am very sorry for the inconvenience. I must head back to school now. They must have the constable hunting for me by now!” She said, her voice getting panicky near the end of her sentence.
“Yes, of course!” Mrs. Dawson said calmly. “Emit can take you.”
Claire stood up and suddenly her arm began hurting terribly.
“Oh, no thank you. I-I can walk, only, I have an odd pain in my arm.” Claire said, clutching it to her chest.
Just then she stumbled forward nearly tripping on her skirt and a stool.
“No you can’t!” Emit laughed. “You’re arm is probably hurting because it was twisted underneath you when you fell. Let me take you. You can’t possibly walk.”
Claire only blushed and looked defensive.
“Yes I can! I am only a quarter mile from the school! I go to Beekman Boarding School.” She protested.
“I beg your pardon Ma’am,” Emit said meekly. “But you’re much further than that. You may have been a quarter mile from your school when you fainted, but this house stands on a hill quite a ways from the city.”
Claire’s eyes went fiery with embarrassment when an image appeared in her imagination.
Emit-this strange boy-carrying her-the governor’s daughter-up a steep hill for a mile!
“Oh, well thank you…I guess I’ll go with you.” She mumbled.
“Hitch up the wagon then Emit!” Mrs. Dawson said.
“I already did Mother.” The boy said, eyes not leaving Claire for an instant.
In a moment Claire found herself walking out the front door. She was surprised by the sunlight rolling over the surrounding hills. There was no courtyard wall but a quaint little kitchen garden with herbs and cutting flowers all in bloom, and a well made of smooth gray stones, a chicken coop full of clucking hens and a clump of four fruit trees. There were children everywhere! There was the girl who she had seen in the house reaching into the coop collecting eggs and a boy picking pears and the pixyish baby playing on a swing hanging from an oak tree. There were big lumbering boys with booming laughs sitting on the fence with similar appearances to Emit-dark wavy hair and tan skin like gypsies. There was a little boy, probably eight or nine, with blond hair like the pixie and Mrs. Dawson. He was dropping grasshoppers into a jar. With him was a girl about six or seven, dark hair in two braids, reading aloud from a book of fables. Mrs. Dawson was watching her from the door, an infant on her hip.
Suddenly the booming laughter hushed and Claire felt many pairs of eyes fall on her.
“Are these all your siblings?” Claire asked, still squinting in the sunlight.
“Yes ma’am.” Emit said smiling.
He seemed proud.
They then came to a wagon hitched to two brown mares. Emit helped Claire up to the bench seat and then climbed up next to her, not hesitating to grab the reins and clack his tongue, making the horses trot suddenly forward.
Claire put her hand over her hat and looked back at all the children. They were all smiling and staring, not rudely, but as if she was some fascinating foreigner.
The sun stared as well, right into Claire’s eyes. As the trip progressed, Claire began to be thankful for her circumstances. Now that she knew what had happened to her and had a vague idea of where in the world she was, she felt very adventurous.
“Uncertainty is an ingredient in adventure.” Claire thought.
Suddenly her daydreams were burst.
“What’s your name?” Emit was asking.
“Claire Winters.” She replied.
“How old are you?” Emit’s voice rang clearly over the sound of horse-steps.
“Fifteen.” She answered shortly.
“Oh,” Emit seemed surprised. “I wish I were fifteen.” He added.
“Why? How old are you?” Claire asked, finally turning to face him.
“I’m seventeen and eighteen will mean that if I’m not bringing a man’s portion of bacon to the table, I am a sluggard.” He said this as if he had been planning this speech.
“Bacon?” Claire accidentally sounded bewildered.
“You know, supporting the family.” He said.
Somehow Claire could tell that Emit was glad she had misunderstood.
“Oh, how many of you are there?” She then asked.
“Well, there’s my Mother and the girls, five of them, and then nine of us boys…that includes me.” Emit answered. Claire could almost see him doing the calculations in his head.
“That makes fourteen children then?” Claire asked softly.
“Yes Ma’am. Don’t faint again!” He joked.
“Oh, I am sorry about that.” Claire said, looking at her hands in her lap. “I was sick two days ago and I suppose it just suddenly came back again yesterday.” She said meekly.
“Don’t give it a second thought,” Emit said. “It wasn’t any trouble. You can’t weigh more than ninety pounds, box and all.”
Claire blushed again and pretended to be watching a tree pass by.
“Besides,” Emit added. “You’ll probably have enough to worry about once you get back to school.”
Claire sighed knowingly.
“Yes,” She said. “I will be in quite a bit of trouble. I am afraid to tell my parents most of all. Don’t you go to school? You didn’t all stay home because of me did you?”
Emit laughed.
“Don’t flatter yourself. We don’t ever go to school.” He said, taking the wagon on the first turn that Claire recognized.
“You don’t?” She asked, admiring Emit’s open personality.
“No, not from Baby Benjamin to William we don’t.” He said, almost proudly.
“And William is the eldest I presume?” Claire asked.
Emit nodded.
“The ‘man of the family’ as Mama calls him.”
Claire’s heart twanged.
She thought about Emit as a young boy-fatherless. Then suddenly she remembered Baby Benjamin and realized that their father must have died only a matter of months ago.
The poor dears! Her heart thought.
Emit was looking straight ahead in his serious way, but Claire could see in his eyes some sort of deep pain which must have been grief.
She pursed her lips and looked ahead also.
Suddenly all of her worries shrunk. This boy, who had been so kind to her, had far more worries than she. And think of the worries she might discover if she spoke with him for more than a minute! His father’s grave was probably still covered in soft soil without a sprout of grass, his mother probably cried every night and Emit and his brothers must have to be courageous and comfort the little confused sisters. William was probably not one of the boys she had seen. He was probably off in some desolate place trying to make money. Emit must be floundering in a newly discovered adulthood. She wondered what their father had done for a living and if they had any savings at all, or relations.
“So William is the eldest and Benjamin is the fourteenth. Where do you fit in?” She asked without sounding as sorrowful as she had actually become.
“It goes like this:” Emit said smiling. “Will, Earnest, Theodore, James, Myself, Jonathan, Edgar and Isaac (the twins), Harriet, Beatrice, Ruth, Anna, Betsy and Ben.”
Claire found herself applauding.
“Wow, what a lovely family. Can you remember all of their ages?” She asked grinning.
“Yes! I have them down pat.” Emit said boastfully. “Beginning at Will it is 24, 22, 21, 19, 17, 16, 14 and 14, 13, 11, 9, 8, 4 and 10 months.”
“How wonderful it must be.” Claire breathed.
“What? Having so many siblings?” Emit asked.
“Yes!” She answered dreamily.
“Ah, but that’s the thing.” Emit smirked. “When there are so many, you only like about half of them. You can’t get lucky every time you know.”
Claire looked almost terrified.
“Don’t look so disgusted,” Emit said looking over at her. “I was only joking. I like them all alright.”
From then on Claire tried to be a little less proper. She didn’t want to look “disgusted” every time someone made a joke.

Cod liver oil

2008-02-18T15:12:00.001-08:00

Chapter 9 Part 1

2008-02-12T15:07:00.000-08:00

The Scandal

“Claire! Wake up!” Trudy said, shaking her room mate mercilessly. “I know that we stayed up late last night but Mr. Maboni will murder us if we’re late!”
Claire finally rolled over, and when Trudy saw her face she wished she had never bothered. Claire was the color of a black eyed pea and looked rather like one with dark circles under her eyes. When she looked at Trudy her eyes were bloodshot and when she spoke her breath was hot and her tongue discolored.
“Trudy, I’m ill.” Said Claire, pointing out the obvious.
“I see that!” Trudy exclaimed, standing up. “Shall I call the nurse?” Trudy asked.
Claire moaned in agreement. Off Trudy dashed to the nurse’s office. From there she went straight to class, worried about her friend all the while. In science class Trudy cringed as she heard Malvina’s voice behind her back.
“Looks like Little Miss Perfect is playing hooky today.” She said with a shrill laugh.
Trudy whipped around, her hair seeming to be redder than usual in order to match her temper.
“Claire is ill!” She snapped.
Malvina, who obviously hadn’t noticed Trudy, just looked irritated and walked away with her cronies.
Mr. Rueben was disappointed to see Claire’s empty seat in history class.
The day passed at a snail’s pace. The nurse was a big-hearted lady, and she rushed to Claire’s room and took her temperature in a jiffy. Claire was soon feeling well enough to go to class, but Nurse Knife (pronounced Kah-nee-fee) insisted that Claire not leave her room all day. This depressed Claire, who, after sleeping in, felt as frisky as a foal and wanted to leap out her little window and run through the woods.
“No, no, no no!” Mrs. Knife shushed Claire’s arguing. “You must stay in bed little one and get your rest!”
So Claire moaned and rolled over so that Mrs. Knife would leave and then, once she had, Claire got up, made her bed and took to busying herself within her room. She was very good at busying herself, never was she bored, always was she organized. As a matter of fact, Claire was so good at managing her things that the other girls almost envied her. She wrote to her family and then even to her old friend Cybil for one last time. She washed their little window and ironed their little curtains. She then read over the history pages for today and then looked over her science book and algebra problems. Half way through the day, Trudy appeared (to Claire’s utter delight) with lunch and a stack of papers.
“This is your chicken casserole and all the things which we were given in class so far. There’s an awful lot from Mr. Maboni and several odd things from your uncle, but luckily Mrs. Tops didn’t remember to give us anything!”
Claire grinned, looking perfectly healthy.
“Well great! Now I have something to do all day. Nurse Knife won’t let me out of the room today. I’ve already done all of my letter writing and tidying up. Tell the girls I said ‘hello’ and that I am feeling much better.” Claire said, taking the food and the schoolwork and putting them on the little desk.
“Fine then,” Trudy said with her hands on her hips. “I better go now. I will miss you at recess though. I suppose I’ll have to find someone else to jog with.”
Claire made a sort of a sad smile like a mother showing sympathy to a silly child.
“See you tonight!” They both said, and Claire was left to do her lessons “at home.”
At one o’clock she set to work after putting her dishes outside the door, but at three o’clock she was surprised to find herself sitting bored once more. Her assignments were all completed and she felt quite certain that she would make good grades on each of them. That afternoon, Trudy returned that evening quite exhausted by her day and found that her ceiling was strung with seven different strands of paper chain people. The strands of paper which had been folded and snipped to look like dozens of children holding hands were taped from one side of the papered ceiling to another like decorations for a child’s birthday party. Claire was sitting at her desk surrounded by a new chain, this one was made to look like butterflies but they were quite lopsided.
“I got a little bored with the people after a while.” Claire laughed. “I am bored with the whole business now!” She gushed, lifting up her childish endeavor.
Trudy rolled her eyes, slinging her books onto her bed and shutting the door behind her.
“I am glad you’re feeling better Claire,” Trudy said, suddenly serious. “But I would’ve expected you to be getting some school work done.”
“I did,” Claire said. “I finished it all earlier today.” She stood up and pushed her chair in as a sign of completion.
“Really?” Trudy asked with her usual hands-on-hips position.
“Yes Tru, I am done. Actually, I am ahead.” She said flapping a complete paper on Germany which had been assigned just that day.
Trudy’s jaw dropped. “Now I feel like I’ve been wasting my day!” She said, taking the paper and looking it over as if she wondered if it were genuine.
Feeling suddenly embarrassed by her accomplishment, Claire changed the topic.
“Did anything interesting happen today?” She asked as she fell to her knees on their little rug.
Trudy flopped down on her bed and sighed.
“Yes!” She gushed. “There was quite the fiasco at recess.” She reported.
Claire slid a pretty wooden jewelry box out from under her bed.
“Really? Do tell.” She said as she opened it, revealing Cyrano, scampering around at the sight of sunlight. He was wearing a felt vest which Marie had stitched him and was nibbling on bit of cheese which Jacqueline had sent in secret for the “little dear”.
“Well! Word was out that Judith-our Judith Appleby-and Tom Kimble have been holding hands and talking to each other like sweethearts! One girl said that she thinks it is sinful, another girl said that she thought it perfectly ‘natural’ and then Rebecca Payton said that it wasn’t for any of us to judge…and that I should ask you.” Trudy finally took a breath and looked at Claire expectantly.
“Ask me what?” Claire asked, surprised by the sudden end to the story.
“What you think. Is it or is it not proper for two sixteen-year olds to be holding hands-courting like.” Trudy said seriously.
Claire sat down and slouched, Cyrano cuddled in her cupped hands.
“Why would you ask me?” She finally said.
“Claire-don’t be ridiculous. You’re always the peacemaker. You know, the keeper of the laws and the know-it-all goody-two-shoes…”
“Alright! I understand. I try to do what’s right.” She abridged.
“Exactly.” Trudy agreed. “The girls are always seeking your advice. It’s the best on the market.”
Claire suddenly blushed and then chuckled at Trudy’s lingo.
Trudy’s strawberry colored lips curled into her adoring smile.
“Really? I didn’t have any idea what sort of respect I had gained.” She said grinning.
Trudy nodded.
“Well, with that cleared, what shall I tell the girls?”

The next day, Mr. Rueben came into history class looking melancholy, but he cheered up with one glance at the roll sheet.
“Ah!” He said, scanning the tops of student’s heads. “There you are Claire Winters! It is wonderful to have you back.”
Claire bowed her head politely and smiled.
“Good morning Mr. Rueben.” She said, tempted to call him “Uncle Clifford.”
“Today we will discuss civil wars.” Mr. Rueben said.
Sighs flitted through the air.
“That isn’t history!” Malvina complained.
“Yes it is,” Trudy said. “Anything that happened in the past is history…even if it wasn’t very long ago.”
Mr. Ruben smirked. “If you think that The American Civil War is too fresh on your mind Malvina, perhaps you would like to tell us what years it took place during?”
Malvina looked disgusted.
It was a cruel joke, but everyone knew what Malvina would say.
“I don’t know sir.” She said.
“Oh? Then I think I’ll continue the class.”

When the class was over, Claire felt very out of sorts. She hated wars and didn’t like to think about them, though if her uncle knew that she ever refused to think about anything he would be ashamed of her saying that someday someone would take advantage of her ignorance. Ignorance is never an excuse! Ignorance is a murderer! The ignorant punish themselves! He would say. But Claire couldn’t help it-wars made her depressed. Nevertheless, she had to admit that the lesson was interesting. All of this was floundering in her mind as she walked out of class and into the courtyard for recess. Still in her daze she sat on a bench while Trudy chattered with Marie and Jacqueline. Then suddenly, her daze was shattered by a call.
“Claire!” Trudy said, beckoning her impatiently.
Claire stood up and walked to her friend, all the while still dreaming, eyes fixed on the sky above the tall courtyard wall. When she arrived at the place where Trudy was standing, Claire looked down and found that a crowd of girls was encircling her.
“Claire,” Trudy was saying. “Talk to the girls.”
Judith was looking defensive. Looking back, Claire always imagined her with her fists up, but this was slightly exaggerated. Rebecca Payton, a scrawny fourteen year-old looked relieved at the sight of Claire while Etta Mast looked wide eyed and Iris Lighting rolled her eyes as if she thought the whole thing babyish.
“Oh, about Judith?” She asked. All of the girls nodded vigorously.
“Of course!” Trudy whined.
“Well, Judith,” Claire said, looking less nervous than she was in fact. “Did you and Tom hold hands and treat each other as sweethearts?”
Judith blushed.
“Yes,” She said. “Tom and I are fond of one another.”
Claire nodded slowly.
“But was it not Tom who “broke your heart” at the ball the other night and gave all of his attention to another girl?”
Judith looked a little angry, but not at Claire, at Tom.
“Yes, but Tom hasn’t done it since then. The eleventh-grade girl won’t have him and so he is entirely devoted to me.”
Claire thought for a moment.
“What is that you like so much about Tom?” She asked.
The girls giggled.
“Are you blind Claire? Tom is angel-faced!” She gushed.
Claire frowned. “But shouldn’t there be more to a relationship than looks?” She snapped back.
“What are you referring to?” Judith said, hands perched on her hips.
“Lots of things! Love for one.” She said.
“Oh, but of course I love Tom!” Judith said, almost offended.
“Does he love you?” Claire asked.
“Of course! If he didn’t he would be sweethearts with someone else.”
“Oh? Would Tom be satisfied with many other girls? With that eleventh-grader if she’d have him or the next student who catches his eye?” Claire said, making even Trudy nervous now.
Judith squirmed a little.
“Now, I can’t blame him for wanting to dance with that girl…she was very pretty.”
“But you aren’t unique to him Judith!” Claire burst. “He likes you but he doesn’t love you…not anymore than he loves that other girl or another girl or a model in a magazine! You’re a beautiful girl Judith and you aren’t stupid! Don’t give your heart to someone who hasn’t given it back, or someone who will take his own heart and relocate it at any given moment! This won’t last, and if it doesn’t last, what good was it? Your heart has been played with and broken and before you’ve repaired it, you’ll toss it to another little boy to do the same. It is unhealthy and foolish and wrong Judith and for your own sake you should get out of this silly, childish game before damage is done.”
Claire, eyes aflame, took a deep breath.
Judith was breathing hard also.
“Claire! You’re right-I am not a stupid girl. I am smart enough to know that you can’t be what you seem. You try to pretend to be perfect and you try to act like you care only for virtue and decency but you must have loved a man before!” Judith said, her voice roaring with drama toward the end.
Claire shook her head and look of sympathy entered her eyes. It was the same look she had given Pete Jenkins when she asked for her hat, but just as Pete had run away in his own display if foolishness, so would Judith Appleby.
“They aren’t men,” Claire said. “They’re only boys and boys are only a vague prediction of what they may be as men. And Judith-please. I don’t try to set myself above you, I don’t even try to offer advice, but I do believe that things such as love and truth are much more important than you seem to think…more important than escorts to a school ball or, or even grades on a test!”
Judith looked to her friends for support.
“Ha! Don’t try to lead us on Claire! If love is so important to you, then why did you break Pete Jenkins’ heart? And if it is truth you believe in, perhaps you have some explanation for the pet you keep under your bed and out of the sight on inspection day?”

Chapter 8 Part 2

2008-01-27T15:00:00.000-08:00

Poetry and Dance

Claire had hardly recovered from the cheeky, poorly written poetry when it was time to finish up algebra class and go upstairs to get ready for The Beekman Boarding School Autumn Ball. Claire was to wear her “dear pink satin” for the first time, Trudy an emerald green velvet which, in contrast to her coppery hair made her look “as cute as a Christmas card” as Claire put it. But the usual giddy joy of “ready getting” was dampened by the event of that morning. Claire only smiled to apply her blush and Trudy, who was usually a chatterbox, spoke only to ask for a lending of a pair of gloves to which Claire said:
“Hm? Oh, whatever you wish for Tru.”
But, as it is with some girls, no matter how many mistakes or tears or how little time they’ve dealt with in the process, they arrive looking as if they’d planned this borrowed, mix-matched, ironed twice, third’s a charm outfit for months. And this was the case with Miss Winters and her accomplice; Miss Richards; when they stepped in the doors of the cafeteria (which was magically transformed into a ballroom by the Decorating Committee) looking as stunning and beautiful as models only sweeter and more naïve to their own charm.
“Who’s that?” Said some loudmouthed fellow at the punch table.
“The governor of Connectiut’s daughter-Lady Claire they call her.” Said another boy. “And Tru Richards.” He added.
“Tru?” Said the first. “She looks…” (Catching himself) “Different than I remember.”
Then the second: “Remember? We saw her an hour ago in Algebra dimwit. But don’t bother pointing out how gorgeous she is to me! Move out of my way-I am going to ask her to dance the first.”
And the young man brushed past his friend, leaving a full glass of punch on the table cloth.
“Excuse me Trudy,” He said, less confident than he was a moment ago. “Would you dance the first dance with me?”
Trudy blushed but wasted no time in blurting out that she would, thank you.
Jack Cameron (for that is who it was) meandered meekly away.
Shortly after Claire and Trudy had taken seats, the music began and Jack reappeared as if from nowhere and stole away with Trudy. Claire was immediately alone because Judith and her friends all had escorts who they had come in with and, naturally, danced their first dance with. But before Claire had time to be lonely, she heard a group of boys laughing and she looked to see who it was. There was a little huddle of young men in front of the sandwich table, and who was that in the middle of them all- the one cracking the jokes? It was Mr. Rueben! Claire stood up, nosily trying to get a better view and catch a snip of conversation. Immediately, Mr. Rueben’s sharp eyes caught hers and he beckoned for her to join them. Claire, who was not used to marching into tight circles of the opposite sex, ventured hesitantly toward the sandwich table.
“Hello Claire,” Said Mr. Rueben warmly. “I suppose you know these lads?”
Claire nodded, smiling nervously though she really was only acquainted with their faces.
“Good then! We were just talking about a lovely poem which was informally published earlier today.” And Mr. Rueben merrily.
“Oh?” Claire said, still shy.
“Yes-I do believe you’ve heard it by now. Supposedly you’re the one who took it out of print.” He said with a wink.
Claire blushed. The poem about Mr. Rueben!
The boys chuckled in agreement as if they too had heard about her speech and the bell ringing and all.
The most important thing to remember as you imagine our protagonist in this situation is that she was still quite pink.
“Yes, I am sorry Mr. Rueben. I wanted to apologize personally-my classmates only meant to be funny, they can sometimes be insensitive…” Claire began.
“Funny? That’s not what you said earlier-or so I’ve heard. And you have no reason to apologize. As a matter of fact-I should be thanking you, not that the poem is of any consequence to anything at all, nor was it the first piece literature written about myself.”
Claire just said “oh” and nodded and smiled.
The song struck its last chord and Claire looked up as if she expected to be asked to dance, but all of the boy just sighed and rested their palms on the table until someone started up the conversation again. These boys apparently had no intention of dancing whatsoever and simply wanted to chat with Mr. Rueben. After a while the conversation picked up wind and Claire found herself joining in. To her surprise, her views were much welcomed, though at first she received several glances as if the boys were surprised to see that a female had any intelligence at all. Mr. Rueben looked more and more pleased as time passed, and acted like Claire were some sort of niece of his-as he had when they first met-that he had reason to be very proud of. Soon the conversations actually revolved around her opinions and then she started one herself, and Claire found that she was discussing serious topics including politics and philosophy and yet having a splendid time and feeling very fulfilled. Judith glanced over at them more than once and then pretended not to notice how many gentlemen had gathered around the new young lady. Trudy, though she thought much of Claire, never looked at her once, for she was on the far side of the cafeteria dancing again and again with Jack and having her own conversation. Pete came and joined Claire’s circle after a while, but it was evident that he didn’t know what he was talking about, and soon he left, but not without Claire on his arm. They waltzed around the room gracefully (for Pete was a fine dancer) and Claire, who usually loved the free feeling of the waltz, wished to be back in her seat in the middle of Mr. Rueben and the other boys.
“I’m sure you’re glad to be away from that dull conversation,” Was the first thing Pete said. “So I suppose that makes me your hero.”
And he grinned his crooked, sincere and somehow charming grin. He had a way of looking mischievous and adorable at the same time, always making Claire go back and forth from wanting to slap his face to pat him on the head like a puppy.
“Actually,” Claire said slowly as she spun. “I rather enjoy that type of conversation.”
Pete kept smiling. “Sure you do, you like anything that is polite.” He said, on the edge of an insult.
“No, I am actually interested in what Mr. Rueben and the others had to say, though I am glad to dance also.” She said, not dropping her poker face.
“Oh good, I’m glad to hear it. I was afraid this was a ‘courtesy dance,’ you know, a charity.” Pete said, smoothly spinning away from a collision with another couple.
“A courtesy dance? There’s no such thing. I love dancing really, and I wanted to.” She said, unsure if she were lying or not.
“Ah, I see. So you would dance with any of the fellows here? Any fellow anywhere?”
He asked slyly.
“Of course. It is poor etiquette to turn down a boy the first time.” Claire said, slightly defensively.
“Oh, so it is a matter of manners?” Pete said, signaling at the band behind Claire’s back to keep the song going.
“No! That isn’t at all what I meant. It would be rude to turn you-or any fellow-down the first time, but that doesn’t mean that I would have turned you down if I had the choice. I’ve told you, I wanted to dance.” Claire said irritably.
“Oh, alright then. I am glad you’re enjoying yourself so.” Mr. Jenkins said sarcastically.
Claire said nothing but simply kept the beat and wondered when for heaven’s sake this song would be over.
“I still think that you’re obsessed with right-doing and etiquette Claire.” He said after a silence as if he couldn’t bear the conversation ending that way. He also said “Claire” as if they were intimate friends, and this annoyed his partner.
“If you truly believe that, then I’ll prove it to you!’ Said Claire, raising her voice a little. “Good night Pete, I think I am done dancing for the time being.”
And she released her partner and escorted herself back to her seat (which the gentlemen had saved in hopes of her return) and immediately acted entranced in the conversation at hand. To relate to you the feelings which brewed in the heart of Pete Jenkins or the thoughts in the mind of the same would be rather like explaining the plumbing inside the walls of the cafeteria, for the pipes were there but none of the dancers or chaperones present could see them or know anything of them. So I will simply tell you that Pete shook his head and smiled and went to ask someone else when the song finally died down and another song started up again. Claire perched on her chair and rather enjoyed herself even though she was shaking a little with the anger which Pete had aroused. Soon Trudy approached the huddle.
“Claire, come with me dearest. Jack is making the funniest impersonations and you just have to see him!” She said, ignoring the audience of debaters.
“Wait Trudy,” Claire said, not looking up. “I can’t agree with you simply because I am ignorant to the male mind, but as a female I will tell you that I think that children are less valued in our day and age then when the last generation was young.”
Trudy’s eyes grew wide.
“What are you talking about?” She asked, quite bewildered.
“Oh-sorry Trudy. I was in the middle of talking with Walt about the value placed on children and the effects of modern literature made available these days.”
Trudy, mouth fallen in a dumbfounded fashion just nodded once, very slowly, and returned to Jack. But a moment later she returned to nag her to come again, this time with Jack, but she was still preoccupied and so Trudy and Jack took seats in the circle (though only Claire made any notice of them) and listened in on the conversation as they were “up to giving it a go.”
“Excuse me!” Jack said when one of the debaters scooted into a tighter circle during a heated moment and pushed Trudy quite out.
He was a senior and so Jack couldn’t possibly know who he was, but nobody, no matter what grade they were in was going to be allowed to discount Trudy while Jack was alive!
The twelfth grader didn’t hear Jack.
“Hey!” Jack said, giving the young man (who was a good deal bigger than Jack) a good shove in the shoulder.
Trudy was very relieved at what happened next, for she was very afraid that Jack was going to get into a fight. If it would have been Claire on the other hand, she would have been disappointed otherwise.
“Well!” Mr. Rueben said merrily. “We are at a ball ladies and gentlemen, despite the fact that some of us were required to attend, and by definition a ball features social dancing so let us do that so we may go home and have a cup of tea and a bit of shut eye before class.”
The senior, who’s name was Davy Keats, had just turned around in his metal chair and glared at Jack when Mr. Rueben said this and it became obvious that the teacher was much esteemed by this crowd, for Davy immediately seemed to forget all about the little Freshman behind him and listened intently to Mr. Rueben. Then, all of the boys stood up and stretched their arms, stacked their chairs and asked a nearby, seemingly random girl to dance as if only to obey their elder. For Jack, it was the girl who was gazing lovingly at him. Though whether she had been gazing lovingly or hatefully, Jack would have danced with her for fear that “some other guy” would. Claire took this opportunity to slip off to the powder room, for as she had just established a reputation of equality with the men (and mankind in general it seemed), she felt suddenly awkward at the thought of dancing with one of them and hastened hurriedly to piddle in with the other runaway girls. One was Judith whose unreliable beau had dismissed her at the sight of “an eleventh-grade doll,” and another was a girl who was in tears at the sight of her punch-stained gown. Claire offered her comfort and wisdom to each of them and then returned to the ballroom. Judith returned shortly after and took Claire’s advice by having a good time “despite it all” and dancing with other boys, and then Viola Day (who had been the weeping girl) reappeared with an apron on and served punch in a way which made all of the volunteers wish that they had thought to wear an apron, she looked so busy and important.
The moment Claire returned, she saw to her delight that all of her male companions were still dancing, but right at the door she noticed Mr. Rueben putting something in the wastebasket.
“Why aren’t you on the dance floor?” Mr. Rueben asked, seeming suddenly like one of the “normal teachers.”
“Oh,” Said Claire, a little flustered at the sight of him. “I was in the powder room.” She stammered.
“The powder room eh?” Mr. Rueben said straightening his waistcoat which seemed to disagree with him. “And how many noses did you have to powder that it took you ten minutes?” He added slyly.
“The powder room, Mr. Rueben,” Claire said regaining her confidence again. “Is always a safe haven for girls with damaged hearts or outfits and what goes on there must remain in the confidence of women only.”
Mr. Rueben made one long nod and said: “Ah.”
Claire smiled. She was rather fond of her teacher.
“May I have the great honor and delight of dancing with you?” He asked with a grand bow.
“Yes sir, I believe you may.” Claire said in return.
And so Mr. Rueben took his position and led her gently into a dance which they both knew well.
“I hope this isn’t awkward for you,” Mr. Rueben said. “Dancing with an old man.”
Claire tossed her head back and laughed aloud, for that is often a good way to fend off awkward silences.
“You’re not an old man.” She argued.
“Well,” Mr. Rueben said. “In that case, I hope that it isn’t awkward for you to dance with someone who could be your father.”
Claire frowned as if confused.
“You couldn’t be my father,” She said. “I’ve already got one of those. You’re more like the uncle I never had.”
Mr. Rueben looked pleased.
“Really?” He asked as if this were a new and strange idea. “So you think of me as an uncle?”
Claire nodded.
“Yes,” She said. “I wonderful uncle!”
And they both laughed as Mr. Rueben led her back to her seat.
“I have a niece!” Mr. Rueben announced when the returned to the place where their group had once again formed like debris settling on the bottom of a lake.
“Claire?” Trudy asked, still linked to Jack.
“Yes!” Mr. Rueben said. “And I am so glad! I never knew I had her until just a moment ago, but she is most delightful and I am regretful that I missed the first fifteen or so years of her life.”
“Now I am the only uncle-less one.” Trudy pouted.
“Don’t be selfish!” Claire snapped. “You’ve got Mr. Gooseberry!”

Chapter 8 Part 1

2008-01-22T16:42:00.000-08:00

Poetry and Dance

“Two months already!” Said Claire one October morning as she knelt on her bed, marking dates on her calendar.
“Yes! And I feel as if we’ve been friends forever. We have been sharing our things from the beginning, sitting together at lunch and whenever we can in class and we’ve even had an argument and gotten over it again.” Trudy said merrily shining her dancing shoes.
Claire frowned a little at the wall so that Trudy couldn’t see her. She didn’t like to think about the argument. They had “gotten over it,” as Trudy said, only through time. Nothing had been resolved as Claire would’ve preferred and if she were to bring up the topic again, Trudy would probably say the same things.
“Yes, I do feel as if we’ve always been together.” Claire answered frankly.
“Well aren’t you excited for tonight?” Trudy said, not expecting any kind of answer. “My first dance and we can go together! Don’t you feel as if we are really ‘coming out’ tonight? I’m sure all of the boys will ask you to dance-and you’ll sweetly agree-while I am left blow my nose and rummage in my purse as if busy.”
“What ever are you talking about you goof?” Claire asked, spinning around.
“Oh, none of the boys will want to dance with me Claire! You’re the pretty blond-I am the plain brunette. You’re a governor’s daughter and I am from a farm. You’re petite and a perfectly average height and I have flabby arms and big clomping feet and…”
“Oh stop it!” Claire interrupted. “Don’t be so ridiculous. You are average height-I am short. You have shiny chestnut eyes and, and, and a figure to speak of! I am short and scrawny and flail around when I dance like a scared rag doll while you on the other hand have grace.”
Both girls then burst out laughing, for Claire had been acting out everything she said as went along and it was quite funny though everything had a tiny bit of truth behind it.
“We should stop being so worldly.” Claire said with a sigh
Trudy nodded.
“I need to write my letters.” She said.
“To whom?” Claire asked, tossing Trudy’s shoe-shine rag in the hamper in a very motherly fashion.
“Grandmother, Great Aunt Sophie, Mama, Jan, Lilly, Ben and Mr. Gooseberry.”
Claire laughed.
“Who is Mr. Gooseberry?” She asked.
“He’s our postman. I always write to him and he’s really happy to hear from me. I always waited for him at our mailbox back at home and he would come down the dirt road on a wagon just as the sun would appear on the horizon of the meadow like a runny egg and we would say ‘good morning’ and he would say that I didn’t get anything but he couldn’t see why no boys were writing to such a ‘bonny lass’ (for he’s Scotch) and I would laugh and give him a daisy or a sweet roll or whatever prize I had brought with me that morning. I am glad we are writing, but I fear that he uses stolen postage stamps.”
Claire giggled, but could see that “home” was a topic to be reverent about and so cut her laugh short.
“Is he a handsome young postman? Are these love letters you both exchange?” She asked instead.
“Oh heavens no! He’s old and has a beer belly. But I love him bless his soul and wish I could kiss his bald head this very moment!”
And then Trudy laughed, so that Claire knew it was alright.
“I should write to my mother and father.” Claire said.
She sunk a little inside for the topic of letters reminded her that Marvin hadn’t written her back even yet and this worried her.
“Speaking of mail.” Trudy said, raising an eyebrow, for just then a paper had slipped under their door.
Claire rushed to read it and this is what it said:

Old Mr. Rueben,
Nutty as a pie,
Off his rocker and head in the sky.
Old Mr. Rueben,
Will get Victory’s sass,
When she learns that he does voo doo in class!
Dresses like a scholar,
Talks like a loon,
Old Mr. Rueben is a buffoon!
-Anonymous

By the end of this crude lyric, Claire’s voice was trembling and there were tears in her eyes. Already she could hear the girls in the hall chanting the poem to an irritating tune.
“The audacity! The disrespect and ungratefulness!” Claire said ripping the paper into a thousand pieces and tossing it into the waste basket.
“Calm down Claire! It was only a joke!” Trudy said, putting a hand on her sobbing roommate.
“No it wasn’t! It was an untruthful depiction of a great man.” Claire said, grasping for a handkerchief, already embarrassed by her emotion.
“Claire, you have got to admit that Mr. Rueben has his quirks. What’s the harm of a little exaggeration?” Trudy asked.
Claire turned around, her eyes on the verge of fiery.
“It isn’t an ordeal to someone who cares nothing for the truth!” Claire thought of wailing, but instead she bit her tongue and left the room in a huff.
She made a beeline for the bell and rang it five times in a row.
“Quiet!” She screamed. “You should all be ashamed of yourselves! If you are so desperate for something to sing, I shall lend you my old nursery rhyme books but if you are desperate for mischief I suggest you go back to your rooms, throw those nasty papers away and shut your mouths before Mrs. Inches comes upstairs wondering why she heard the bell.”
The girls rolled their eyes and tried to protest, but Claire wouldn’t hear of it and went immediately to her room where she listened intently to learn that (slowly) all of the girls obeyed her, and just as Claire heard the last door shut, Mrs. Inches could be heard on the flight of stairs.
“Who wants to explain the din which awoke me from my nap?” She snapped.
Claire was tempted to remain on her bed, but since she had recently taken to being a strong believer in truth-all the truth and nothing but the truth-she decided that she must go and explain to Miss Inches.
“I rang the bell Miss Inches.” Claire said. “To make the girls hush. They were being very loud, ma’am.”
Miss Inches, who rather liked Claire, nodded and put her hand on the banister again.
“Next time just tell me.” She said before she left.

Chapter 7 Part 2

2008-01-17T13:05:00.000-08:00

Cyrano

Claire was blushing when Trudy walked into their room again.
“What is it-a letter from your sweetheart?” Trudy asked,
“No, it is a letter from Mr. Rueben. You remember I left my journal entry at class?”
Trudy nodded, excitedly taking the letter from Claire’s fingers. This is one of the joys of being young- easily forgetting that you are no longer friends with someone.
This irritated Claire for she had never spoken to Trudy about any of her “issues” with the school before, save sneaking out, and hadn’t mentioned what her journal entry had been about. She waited nervously as Trudy’s eyes jumped from line to line in her speedy way.
“Well, I guess it was a nice letter though I don’t really know what he meant by calling you tall. You’re not tall or redheaded…he must have been confusing you with someone else. I suppose he is tall, but why is that worth mentioning? And you can be a little flighty in class…”
Claire snatched the letter back.
“I am not flighty and he didn’t say so!”
“Why else would he compare you to a butterfly?” Trudy said as if this were obvious.
Claire tucked the letter into a box beneath her bed despite the complaints which issued from Trudy about not having finished reading it.
“Well, it is Friday, though it hasn’t been as lovely as we predicted, so we must be off to Literature Class.” Claire said coolly implying that she was quite “over with” the arguing.
Trudy glanced at the clock to differ but was proven wrong and silently they “primped” themselves to go.
“I hope that all of you have read your first chapters of Cyrano De Bergerac.” Mrs. Wake said when the class began punctually.
“Yes Mrs. Wake.” Was the general murmur.
“Good then!” She said proudly. “Who can tell me something about it?”
Several hands took flight.
“Yes-Miss Tyler?” She said pointing to Wanda’s bony hand.
“Cyrano is self conscious of his large nose?” Wanda said.
She was one of those girls who were too self-conscious to ever make a statement. She always had to say everything like a question.
“Yes! Very good Wanda. Anyone else? A boy perhaps?” Mrs. Wake asked, scanning the class with short-sighted eyes.
Mrs. Wake, who was a very fair lady with blond-gray hair and startling blue eyes, was always trying to balance the sexes by calling on them equally and helping them equally and even smiling at them equally. Equality was “all the rage” those days.
A boy’s hand came up immediately, but the face stayed focused on the copy of Cyrano De Bergerac on his desk as he spoke.
“Um, Mrs. Wake ma’am. Um, why does it say that Mr. Burgerack…”
And here the class broke out in such laughter that he ended his question right then and there and folded his arms. Judith leaned over and, in her authoritative way, explained the correct way to pronounce the name. Claire simply pretended (in vain) not to notice the sad mistake, but a moment later she was thankful for the commotion. What was that scurrying near Mrs. Wake’s desk? A field mouse! She knew that if one of the other girls were to see it they would scream out in terror and a lumbering boy would jump up and end its life before anything was said. The mouse had stopped in the shadow of the desk foot and was nibbling something in its tiny pink hands. Claire slipped out of the desk while everyone was still looking at the embarrassed boy (who was, by the way, Garry Hobble) and picked him up by his tail and then dropped him into a mint tin which she had to empty suddenly by pouring six mints into her mouth at once. She then put the lid on the tin and slipped back into her chair.
“Miss Winters! What is it that you are crunching over there?” Mrs. Wake asked, for everyone had settled by now.
“Mimphs ma’am.” Claire said through the cinnamon flavored mouthful.
Everyone giggled and Maria, who said everything that came to her mind, whispered: “That’s unlike her.”
Claire turned pink. The tin remained under her apron all during class where she opened the lid every few minutes, for she was afraid that he would run out of oxygen.
When class was dismissed, she held the tin carefully in one hand and all of her books and things in the other as she walked out to recess. Trudy, who had been sitting beside her, ran up and caught her by the shoulder excitedly.
“What are you going to name him?” She asked in a loud whisper.
“Whom?” Claire asked as if she were innocent.
“The mouse of course!” Trudy said, quite flibbertigibbet-ish. “I saw everything! I will never tell of course and he can stay in our room but you have to name him and feed him bits of your meals, though we can take turns with that.”
Claire couldn’t help but grin.
“Cyrano.” She said in a moment of thrill. “Because of his nose.”
And Cyrano the mouse became a famous secret of Beekman Boarding School.

Chapter 7 Part 1

2008-01-09T12:56:00.000-08:00

Cyrano

The sun seemed to awaken with a grin on its golden face the next morning and despite the thoughts which had kept Claire awake until twelve the night before, she somehow couldn’t help but be cheerful.
“Just listen to the birds sing!” Trudy said.
Claire, who was usually the more romantic of the two, looked up with surprise at these words.
“Yes I know! Isn’t it a picturesque day? I think it shall be a lovely Friday, don’t you?”
She smoothed out her quilt and then popped her pillow at the head of her bed.
“Yes!” Trudy said with twinkling eyes. “I think it shall be, Claire darling. Judith invited me-and you too of course-to accompany her and her group to the spa tonight and then we shall do something else-a secret surprise she calls it.”
Claire’s smile faded a little and she walked to the window looking upset, though only the sun saw.
“Do you think it is right to sneak out after we’ve been sent to bed? I know that Judith does it often times-I heard her just the other night outside our door-but do you think we should participate?”
Trudy rolled her eyes behind Claire’s back.
“We’ve gone over this before Claire. I think it is fine. As a matter of fact, I know it is fine. Nobody has ever come to any trouble over it or been expelled or even lost their good grades. Is that what you’re worried about-your grades?”
Claire jerked away from the window.
“No! As a matter of fact I care nothing for them. Grades are only marks on a paper from one imperfect person to another and the only rating I care for is that from our heavenly teacher.”
She stopped here, realizing that she was preaching, and then began again a little less sure of herself.
“But no matter how many times Judith has sneaked and not been caught it doesn’t mean that it is right. God sees us just as he hears our wicked thoughts for which we are never scolded.” And she turned back to the window, half regretful and half proud-just as she had felt when she argued with Malvina.
“Well,” Trudy said after a moment. “I guess I’ll go alone then-I mean-with Judith and the other girls of course. You can stay home if you really aren’t up for fun.”
Claire felt as if she had just taken a blow to the stomach. She turned around angrily and looked Trudy in the eye.
“Not up to the fun?” She said raising her voice. “Then I will find something better to do than linger in the company of those who aren’t…aren’t up to being truthful and good! Someday you’ll learn that there is more fun and satisfaction in being good-even if you aren’t popular in the eyes of Judith Appleby!” And she whipped back to the window and stared lividly at the sun.
After a moment she heard the door slam and through watery eyes saw that Trudy had gone. Schisms happen so suddenly sometimes that the two people don’t even realize what harm they have caused.
An instant later someone knocked on the door.
“Come in!” Claire called without turning around. She assumed it was Trudy back to have the last word.
“A letter for you ma’am.” Said the unstable adolescent voice which Claire knew to be dear Andrew Orchards. He was a year below Claire in school so she wouldn’t have known him if he weren’t “the school page”-an important boy indeed.
Claire walked to him and smiled, trying to seem happy for his dear little sake and took the letter gratefully.
“I expect it’s from my brother already.” She said, though if she would’ve stopped to think she would’ve realized that it was much too soon for a letter from New Haven.
“No ma’am,” The wiry fellow replied. “It is an internal message.”
“Whatever do you mean?” Claire asked.
“From inside the school Miss Winters.”
And she looked at envelope and lo! It was from Mr. Rueben!
“Oh!” She said. “Thank you.” And she sent him on his way with a peppermint in his cheek.
She then sat down on the window seal and ripped the letter open savagely, breathing hard as she read. Oh! It was only her journal entry. She folded it up and put it in her history note book. But before she threw the envelope away, she realized that there was something written in tiny print on the inside of the flap. Sitting back down she read what it said:

Dear Miss Claire Winters or, the Tall Girl:
I was very curious when I found your assigned journal entry along with my roll sheet. It is unbeknownst to me whether this was a mistake or some sort of girlish flirtation but in either case, I found the entry fascinating. Your example of your feelings as the tall, awkward redhead was exactly what I had speculated when we first met. Actually, what you reminded me of was a scene I saw once in the Amazon jungles. It was simply a branch covered in little green caterpillars in cocoons, but one had hatched and was a brilliant blue butterfly. She flew around aimlessly, waiting for her friends to hatch and not knowing what to do in the mean time, because she was the only one who had matured into a majestic image of beauty. And this is you dear Miss Winters, for though some of your peers are older than you, you are wise beyond your years and though you are now the alien, it is because they have fallen behind. You will learn that the majority is nearly always the worst group to belong to. And dear girl, don’t feel alone, for in some ways I am, as you would say, tall also. I will say that I am sorry you feel so uncomfortable, but I will not say that you should feel any other way. Beekman has her issues, I’ll agree, so let’s stand tall together while others stay placidly in their cocoons!
Good day, Clifford Rueben
P.S. "Those who forget history are destined to repeat it"

1800's-a girls notes on using a sewing machine.

2008-01-09T08:48:00.001-08:00

Chapter 6 Part 2

2008-01-08T15:27:00.000-08:00

The Tall Girl

Everyone settled into there seats and then the ghost called Hush passed over them.
Mr. Rueben stepped into the classroom, shut the door quietly behind him and then stood at the front of the room with his palms supporting him on his desk. He looked at the boy on the far left of the very back row. He stood there for a moment staring at this boy as if he were going to make an announcement specifically to him. The boy squirmed awkwardly until Mr. Rueben finally spoke.
“Hello John Hampton,” He said with a nod. “Louis Gray, Marie Eager, Quentin Shoe, Iris Lighting, Malvina Dakota, Charity Sourton, Regina Wemberly, Yvette Soaps, Danny Pye, Ogden Leaf, Bob Snow, Trudy Richards, Claire Winters, Judith Appleby, Jacqueline Shiner, Marie Smith, Ronald Poe, Donald Poe, Garry Hobble, John Acton, Jack Cameron, Mable Harris, Wanda Tyler, Tilly Bing, Paddie Jones, David Jones, Walt Shores, Thomas Harp, Luke Rye, Edgar Englishman, Frank Woods, Agatha Rivers, Sara West, Ingrid Ingles, Poppy Yar, Rebecca Payton, Viola Day, Betsy Ram, Pete Jinkins, Opal Divine, Rosa May Barton, Etta Mast, Hurma Schlotskin, Lucile Light, Allen Jacobs, Martin Coins and hello to you too Andrew Orchards.”
There was a roaring applause from every student when he was done. Everyone whooped and cheered and smiled. Mr. Rueben put up one hand but did not smile. Claire thought he looked much less happy than he had the day before when she had first met him.
“Why…” He began, but the students were still loud. When they were calm he began again. “Why is it that that was so exciting to you?” He asked. But at that moment, Mrs. Tops opened the door.
“Mr. Rueben! What ever is going on in your class?” She asked looking ruffled.
“Nothing dear Mrs. Tops. The children were only cheering for the roll call.” He said coolly.
“Cheering for the what? They never cheer for roll in my class…did you bribe them about something Mr. Rueben?” As she asked this she wagged a finger at him and her jowls swung back and forth like that of a basset hound.
“No ma’am Mrs. Tops.” Mr. Rueben assured her. “What I said was true.-isn’t it?” He said looking toward the children. They all nodded and smiled.
“Well then!” Said Mrs. Tops all out of questions. “Carry on Mr. Rueben.”
“Thank you for checking on us Mrs. Tops. Have a lovely afternoon.” He said.
Mrs. Tops shut the door before he was done speaking.
“Well then!” He said with his first smile. “Who wants to answer my question?”
Several hands popped up like weeds.
“Yes! Miss Richards?” He asked looking at Trudy.
“Because all of the other teachers and everyone just call us “class” or “child” and I for one like the name my mother gave me.” She said proudly.
There were murmurs of agreement.
“Yes Mr. Shores?” He said looking Walt in the eye.
“Because now we know that you have a good memory and you won’t forget to dismiss us like Mrs. Tops.” He said smugly.
Everyone snickered except for a few rambunctious boys who laughed aloud.
“Now, now now!” Mr. Rueben said putting up his hand again.
Everyone grew sober and expected him to scold them, but he simply said:
“Let’s move on.”
“Queer teacher huh?” Someone said.
He then opened his desk and pulled out a large stack of papers and began to slip one onto each desk. They were blank.
“Please write a journal entry.” He said. “About you and what you have been doing or thinking about as of late.”
A few students moaned, others were happy to have such an easy assignment and Claire picked up her pen and began to write.

CLAIRE WINTERS 4:10 PM THURSDAY SEPTEMBER 24TH 1886
Dear Diary,
I used to go to Pine Creek Elementary Academy-a school so different than Beekman that one of them must be something that isn’t a school for they cannot belong in the same category. When I was in third grade I was in a play called The Fairy of the Will-o’-the-wisps.
I was an elf so I simply scurried around during the choir sequences but I watched as the some of the other girls (or fairies rather) sang, standing in rows. They were lovely in netted costumes of teal and pink. But, I will always remember one girl who stood on the top row. It was cruel of them to put her on the top row because she was good head taller than all of the other girls. She also had red hair and very fair skin to make her even more obvious and she looked so miserable up there, twisting her fingers and hunching over that I shook as if it were me.
And now dear journal, I feel as it I am that girl. I am participating and nobody is laughing but recently my mind has run mad with thoughts that I am sure nobody else in this classroom are thinking and I am set apart and strange and feel awkward and different just like that tall girl.
I wrote to Marvin yesterday but I am afraid of his reply. I told him about the “groups” as they are called. The unity of Beekman is a myth-I swear. These poor girls think that school is real life-because we live in as if it was. And they think that they are all doing well and going to be successful simply because they are taking these classes and getting good grades. And those who aren’t “succeeding” think they are on death row. Then I wrote to him about th…”

But just then, Mr. Rueben said: “Times up!”
The class continued and Claire was disappointed to find that it was a little more like all of the other classes. He simply talked and taught, but somehow Claire found it easier to listen to him than the other teachers. By the end of the class Claire had grown to adore her history teacher who ended the day with a skit of The Boston Tea Party. Everyone applauded when he chunked “packages of tea” (which looked oddly like volumes of history) into the tossing sea (which grabbed the tea with very human-like arms and fingers and gurgled so loudly, it almost sounded like laughter.) Claire walked out in a brown study, clutching her books to her chest with one arm, her other arm linked to Trudy’s. She heard someone say:
“He’s a quack but at least he’s entertaining.”
She then realized that Mr. Rueben had gone to Africa before this semester had begun and that today was the first time for most of the other students too. She felt a little peace of mind after his class, that is, until that night when she realized that she had given him her “journal entry” along with the roll sheet.

Chapter 6 Part 1

2008-01-04T18:21:00.000-08:00

The Tall Girl

Claire backtracked a little to the front of the building and pushed open the door. Ah! What blessed fresh September air! She only breathed it during recess nowadays and that was only for an hour everyday. That period of time felt so scheduled that it was almost like being an actor-pretending to have fun from exactly four o’clock to five every day. By the time her mind was done re-calculating her algebra mistakes and finally beginning to wander into imaginative fantasies, the bell rang and it was time for Science. Casting these thoughts aside, Claire closed the heavy door gently and then trotted down the stone steps, but she only took two ladylike paces before the desire to run overwhelmed her and she was suddenly at the gate. Opening this was like dream. Suddenly she saw the road and “the real world”-something she had almost forgotten as of late. Miraculously, in her state of jubilee, Claire did remember to close the gate before embarking on her mission. She remembered all of Mr. Rueben’s directions and could also sense where to go just by sight and sound and soon found herself safely on Main Street and reading a pale green sign which said “The Hattery-the cherry on top of fashion.” On the sign there was a picture of a tall skinny lady wearing a hat shaped like a big red cherry. Claire pushed the door open and walked to the desk.
“How may I help you Miss?” Said a lady of multiple chins.
“May I please use your telephone?” Claire asked bravely.
The lady grinned and nodded.
“And no charge Dear-heart, as long as you tell your little friends that you’ve been at The Hattery.”
Claire smiled agreeably and went to the strange contraption on the back wall.
And then, suddenly she realized that she had no idea how to use it. Blushing, she looked back toward the desk. The woman was smiling at her.
“I’m-a-coming!” She said kindly. “You didn’t look like you had ever used one before.”
Claire just smiled and nodded, holding the “talk-into-piece” (as the woman called it) in her hand awkwardly.
“This should be very exciting for you dear.” The lady said putting a hand on Claire’s shoulder. She then told Claire how to speak to the operator: “Like you would to your great grandmother.”
“Marvin Winters at Yale University in New Haven Connecticut please.” Claire said in a loud, clear voice.
“Hold please.” The operator said dryly.
Claire nearly dropped the telephone! She looked at the lady (who was standing nearby) and grinned ear to ear. She stood there in this state until she heard another noise. It was an unfamiliar voice but she had missed what he said. Claire glanced anxiously at the hat-shop woman.
“He was just transferring you, dear.” She assured her.
Then there was a nerve racking pause and Claire looked at the square wooden telephone attached to the wall and saw it swirl around and fade a little. She felt as if she were in a dream! She had never done anything so strange in her life! At home her mother had no telephone-she said that she would never have any use for one- and the only neighbor who did was not an acquaintance of theirs. Mrs. Winters had dashed over once to telephone when she received a letter from her mother that her father was ill, but Claire had never used it and Mrs. Winters was so worried about her father that she didn’t talk about the telephone itself.
“Hello,” The telephone said. “Hello?” It said again, sounding slightly irriated.
Claire nearly panicked putting the telephone back up to her ear. The voice was familiar yet unfamiliar at the same time.
“Oh hello!” Claire said. “M-Marvin?”
“Yes-this is Marvin Winters…who is this?”
“This is Claire Winters-I mean it is Claire, Marvin! Your sister Claire!”
“Claire?! What are you doing using a telephone? I mean-is everything alright?”
“Oh yes! Everything is splendid…well I am fine. I just wanted to talk to you. I am homesick and I miss home…I mean I miss you a lot and school isn’t what I imagined after all.”
There was a short pause.
“I miss you too Pipsqueak. But your letters always make you out to be having a jolly time.”
“Oh but I am! I mean, I was. I have a good time and all but school is just…my opinions of it are just complicated.”
“Everything is complicated to girls. You’ll get the hang of it. You and Judy still friends?”
“Trudy.”
“Oh yeah. Are you and Trudy still friends or is that what this is about?”
“Oh no, it isn’t that at all. She’s a dear but she doesn’t seem to notice the issues with Beekman that I do.”
“Specify Pipsqueak. What issues? I haven’t heard anything but praise about it yet.”
There was the muffled noise in the background of boys being roudy.
“Marv-it was good to hear your voice but could I talk more about it through a letter?”
“Oh I see, someone’s with you. Well I wouldn’t want to think that you wasted any money…”
“Oh no…it has been paid for.”
“Well good then. I’ll be waiting for that letter.”
“Fine. Thank you Marvin.”
“Any time. You’ll get used to school Claire…good bye.”
“If you say so. Good bye Marvin.”
And Claire left The Hattery, unsure if she wanted to get used to it or not.

Early Telephone Operators

2008-01-04T17:57:00.000-08:00

Chapter 5 Part 2

2008-01-02T14:52:00.000-08:00

Injustice and Mr. Rueben

Claire’s eyes burned and turned pink. She sniffed back the tears. Why was she even crying in the first place? She walked through the yard and into the hall, down another and another until she reached the door to a place that the students called Victory Tower. She opened the heavy wooden door with its iron hinges and bolts all still intact from last century. She then ventured up the narrow spiral stairs, a little more anxious with each step. Was her request too great? What would the response be? But before she could clear this in her own mind, Claire was at the top of the staircase and the second door was looming over her. She clasped the iron knocker, shaped like a lions head and slammed it twice against the door. After a moment Claire could hear a shuffle and then a click as the door swung open. There stood a tall woman whom Claire had only seen twice and had never before been introduced to.
“Good Afternoon Headmistress Victory.” Claire said, bowing her head a little.
“It is not yet noon child.” Said Mrs. Victory. She was a long faced, long nosed woman who was pale and plain and snobbish. She acted so authoritative that you would’ve guessed her to be elderly but she was in fact only thirty-seven. Her grey-brown hair was always in a tight bun and her clothing was long and straight and modest without any curves or patterns or hints of fashion. But she wore closed black shoes with high heels making her seem rather like a long pole. Today her grey dressed matched the bags under her eyes.
“I beg your pardon Headmistress Victory, Good Morning.” Claire said with a quivering voice.
“Yes, what do you need?” She then asked as if Claire had kept her waiting. She didn’t bother to ask for a name and she couldn’t possibly know who she was.
“May I please walk to town and use the telephone to call my brother?”
The headmistress looked shocked and insulted for a moment and Claire almost expected to be slapped.
“Is it urgent? Is there some sort of emergency?” She asked.
“No ma’am. It is only that I miss him.” Claire replied frankly.
“Miss him? How old is he?” She asked.
“Twenty ma’am.” Claire said.
“Twenty? You’ll only be pestering him. He is and adult and adults live their own lives.” Mrs. Victory scolded. Claire felt her eyes burning again.
“No Ma’am! It isn’t that way at all with us. My brother and I are very close, he is my dearest friend.” She said desperately.
“Dearest friend! Hogwash! Little girls are friends with other little girls until marriage. I suggest you choose one of your classmates to be your ‘dearest friend.’ It would be proper and much less expensive.”
Claire then bent her head and began to cry.
“You must not have a brother.” Claire said between whimpers.
“Stop that child! If you really must speak to your brother than you may, but you must be back before next period or you’ll be punished. Now go! I am dreadfully busy.”
So Claire didn’t ask anymore questions. She dashed down the stairs and into the classroom hall. She had to find someone else to ask for directions to Hat Shop. She had decided to go back outside when one of the classroom doors opened and out stepped a teacher. He was tall and lean but not lanky and carrying a cardboard box with both arms. He had dark brown hair which rippled over his head and a matching beard. His eyes were storm blue. “Just like my hat.” Claire thought bitterly that night. Claire wasn’t sure if he had seen her yet.
“What’s the matter?” The teacher asked as if Claire were his daughter or some dear niece. He met her gaze as if he had been expecting to see her there. Claire wiped her eye and smiled a small smile.
“Homesickness.” She said softly. “I am going to The Hat Shop to telephone my brother. Could you tell me the way?”
The teacher set down the box he had been carrying. Claire couldn’t help but glance into it. There inside were several odd mechanisms which Claire decided must be some sort of strange musical instruments. She expected Mr. Rueben to ask if she had permission or not.
“What is your name?” He asked. His sympathy was almost too much-she was only a homesick schoolgirl after all.
“Claire Winters.” Claire said.
“Claire Winters eh? What a beautiful name for such a beautiful girl!” Claire blushed. She didn’t exactly consider puffy cry-baby eyes beautiful. “I saw you on my roll. My name is Clifford Rueben and I shall be your history teacher. I was absent for some time-an urgent trip to Africa actually-but I am back now-at your service.”
Claire’s smile grew a little.
“Nice to meet you.” She said. “But about the hat shop…”
“Ah yes! Walk down that road which goes down hill from here-the one that took you here, and then take a left. Keep walking down that road a short ways until you meet up to a paved street. Take a right there and walk beside the pavement-I wouldn’t want you getting crushed, and soon you’ll find that you’re on Main Street. The hat shop is called ‘The Hattery’ and it is the third on your right.”
“Thank you ever so much!” Claire said in an embarrassing display of girlish excitement.
“You’re…ever so welcome my dear.”

Chapter 5 Part 1

2007-12-22T15:33:00.000-08:00

Injustice and Mr. Rueben

If Mrs. Top's class were a dish of peas, it would have had coating of film over the top from not being stirred for long time. Suddenly the film was punctured with, not a spoon but a bell."Well then," Said Mrs. Top's lulling voice. "I suppose class is over then. Where did all the time go? We were just getting to the interesting part-malfunctions in the brain stem."Claire blinked and looked over her shoulder to Trudy who was looking right back."Thank goodness!" She whispered, sliding out of her desk and gathering her things.Claire stood up and walked out with her. As she exited the room and began walking down the hall to the door, she thought about how nice she must look in her new hat. Her mother had mailed it to her just the day before and it was a lovely storm blue with a white ribbon.But poor naïve Claire! She scarcely noticed when suddenly she felt no ribbon on the back of her neck, and in a flash the hat was whisked off her head and a lanky figure blew past her."Pete Jinkins! You give that hat back this instant!" Trudy, ever alert, said in a threatening voice. "Claire is the daughter of a governor!"But Pete was already at the door. He held it open for the other students to trickle out and made a mocking bow with the hat so low that Claire considered simply tipping him over."M'lady." He said before he popped back up red in the face and grinning."Please Pete." Claire said, putting her small hand out for the hat.She was so serious, so sober and sincere! Her eyes were big and sad and begging.For a moment, Pete Jinkin's eyes nearly matched. His dark animated eyebrows fell and he looked at Claire as if he were ashamed. But then he pulled the hat over his crow hair and dashed outside toward the cafeteria skipping and singing "la la la" in a gross attempt of portraying a female. Trudy rolled her eyes and walked out after him, expecting Claire to follow.But Claire stood there for a moment. Jokes were one thing, but she had asked for her hat in all seriousness. How could he be so ungentlemanly?Once seated at the long table, Claire borrowed Trudy's hand mirror and patted down her un-hatted hair."Where's your new hat Claire?" Judith asked as she sliced her lamb chop."Pete Jinkins stole it from me." Claire said, looking up from her own meal with testy eyes."Oh, I should have guessed." Judith said. "Hey Marie, are you going to eat your roll?"Claire felt a pang of sadness. Was this a common occurrence? She looked around.One long table with fifty plus girls all dining and chatting and giggling and sipping.There were the nice girls and the girls whom Claire had been warned of.But beyond that there were other categories. Headmistress Victory referred to the table as "The Family Table." She was proud that all of her girls sat in peace together like sisters. Claire had been happy to see this during her first meal at Beekman, but now she saw it differently. They may have all sat at the same table, but they did not sit together. Claire was told to sit on the end toward the door which is where Trudy, Judith, Jacqueline, Marie and a couple other specific girls sat every day. Toward the middle was where Malvina and Regina and Charity and Yvette sat gossiping about boys. Then there was the group in the very middle which is where Mabel and Wanda and Tilly and Paddie sat. They hardly spoke at all but simply stuffed their faces. Then there were the girls who Trudy called "The Whizzes." They were the girls who cared for nothing but good grades and college. They sat and discussed papers and ways to get extra credit. This included Agatha, Sara, Ingrid, Poppy, Rebbecca and Viola. Then there were a few trouble makers and hoydens who wore their hair in plain styles and lived life for the sheer love of recess when they could run around and entertain themselves like boys by climbing and jumping and wrestling (though never in front of Headmistress Victory.) And then there were the girls who were in their own group simply because they didn't belong to any other group. The other girls refereed to them simply as "The Odds." This included Betsy, the poor farm girl who struggled in nearly ever class, Opal, the artist who nipped every friendship in the bud with a morbid or disturbing comment, Rosa May who spoke to no one at all but drummed on the table and stared, Etta, who was so heavy that she had to pull up her own, larger chair at lunch and fell asleep sporadically every day (and was dozing at this moment with her head on her own soft shoulder), and Hurma who was from Russia and spoke poor English but cried often in loud foreign voice for "Papa.""May I be excused?" Claire asked Mrs. Inches who stood at the end of the table behind Judith and observed lunch every day. She nodded, having learned long ago that Claire Winters could be trusted. Claire slipped out of her chair leaving her food untouched and tip-toed out the door.

1880's Quilt

2007-12-20T19:51:00.000-08:00

Chapter 4 part 2

2007-12-20T17:56:00.000-08:00

Settling In

Judith opened her heavy wooden door and peered around it.
"Psst! Psst Marie!" She said in a loud whisper. There was a creak and the neighboring door opened.
"What is it Judy?" Marie said, her eyes half open.
"Get Jacquie...let's go!"
So the three girls crept down the hall in their nighties. As they passed room twenty-two Judith stopped mid-step.
"Listen..." She whispered in a voice so low it was almost just a breath.
Beyond the door two girls were whispering and twittering.
"Oh Trudy!" One voice said. "Your feet are like ice!"
"Sorry! My socks are all drying on the rack." Said another chipper voice.
"Yes," Said the voice which was Claire's. "We've had such busy week, we waited too late to take our laundry to the the laundry room." There was a pause as the two girls rearranged their covers. Tonight was chilly and the two girls were both in Claire's bed-the furthest from the window naturally.
"Speaking of the laundry room," Claire said in a less mirthful tone. "Do we actually have permission to go in there and have our spa?"
Trudy turned toward Claire and squinted, her eyes adjusting to the dark.
"What do you mean permission? All the girls go in and out and the housekeepers see us doing it every day."
Claire frowned.
"But nobody has actually asked if we could? I mean asked Headmistress Victory?"
Trudy chuckled. "Haven't you ever heard of a goody-two-shoe Claire? We don't have to ask. If we did, she would probably think of some reason why we shouldn't when it is perfectly fine and has provided us with a little fun."
Claire felt uncomfortable. Often times she had felt this way with Cybil in the past year, when she would gossip or go gaga over boys or whisper during church.
“I've been here eight days.” Claire suddenly thought. “Cybil hasn't written to me once!”
She let this roll off her back as she spoke again:
"About the housekeepers Trudy...and the cooks and everyone. Are we really supposed to linger in the kitchen and talk with them?"
Now Trudy almost seemed irritable.
"Don't be closed minded Claire. Are you prejudice against the lower class?"
The tables had turned.
"No! Of course not. My family is always generous and some of my friends from school were desperately poor." Said Claire in a panic of defense. "I just don't want to do anything that we aren't supposed to do." She said more softly.
Trudy, apparently not ruffled, smiled and snickered.
"You mean you don't want to get in trouble!" She said poking Claire in the stomach. Both girls laughed and then began talking about their classmates.
"Anyway," Trudy said briskly when the laughing had died down. "How was your first week at Beekman? I mean, how are you liking the classes over all and what did you think when you saw all the boys? Are you angry that I hadn't told you that they'd be there?"
Claire sat up, leaning against her pillow propped against the wall.
"It's a dear place!" Said Claire as if she could never imagine it any other way. "And the classes are all fine except for algebra of course and I have yet to meet the mysterious Mr. Rueben. Mrs. Loraine is nice and I like spelling in some ways...especially now that she was so impressed that I could spell Arkansas. The cafeteria now has a special place in my heart as a place to make friends. Sewing has never been so interesting...Mother was glad to hear about that. The boys are slightly intimidating. Pete Jinkins is charming despite being sly. I fear he is up to no good as you said. I can't believe how some of the girls act around them! Marie is quite the impertinent little flirt! I wish that we weren't so separate though...all the ages."

Chapter 4 Part 1

2007-12-16T12:21:00.000-08:00

Settling In

Claire did her best to make friends and grow accustomed to her new environment, but sometimes late at night or while she got ready for bed all alone, she felt a pang of homesickness and rushed to write to Marvin or her parents or sometimes Cybil. But Claire had already been there a week and hadn't received one word from Cybil Anderson. "Perhaps," Claire said to Trudy one day in the cafeteria. "She has written to me now but it hasn't arrived. It takes a while you know and she doesn't live near the post office." But Claire was wrong. Cybil hadn't written back. Marvin had though and his was so sincere and loving and long that Claire thought it almost made up for the lack of mail from the Anderson household. But Cybil fell out of Claire's mind on the eighth day and didn't return for some time.
"Don't get nervous or anything," Trudy said Monday morning. She was brushing her hair at the mirror which hung on the closet door and looking at Claire's reflection. Claire was sitting slightly hunched on Trudy's bed.
"It is just Mr. Maboni we're talking about and he's really easy. He only calls on the students he knows...the absolute math whizzes." She then squinted and yanked at a tangle in her robin-red hair.
"I know that. You've told me about each of the teachers but it is still algebra no matter who is teaching it...or trying to teach it rather." Claire said pessimistically.
Trudy turned around and tossed Claire the brush. The sharing of the brush was a sign of deep intimacy betwixt the girls and had already begun the night before.
"Oh I am so exhausted!" Trudy said, stepping out of Claire's view of the mirror. "But I'm glad we stayed up so late so that I could tell you about each of the teachers and about the schedule and who is a friend and who is a foe."
Just then the bell rang. "Rise and shine ladies!" Mrs. Inches said. "Time for class!"
Claire and Trudy exchanged humorous looks of panic.
"Hurry! Toss me my brush back-here are your shoes!" Trudy said giggling.
"My first day and I'll be late!" Claire said, buckling her unpacked suitcase and shoe at the same time.
"Oh no you won't! Mr. Maboni won't let you in if your late and then you'll miss the whole class, have to wait in the hall for the whole first period and fail the test!"
Claire knit her eyebrows in deep concern but Trudy didn't see her.
"I hope he doesn't care if his students have tidy hair or not!" Claire said right before Trudy whisked her out into the hall.
"Hello Class," Mr. Maboni said when the last two students (if you can guess who they were) took their seats. "I am Mr. Conrad Maboni and today, like every day, we are going to talk about algebra."
Claire glanced at Trudy. Unfortunately, Claire was near the back (having been born in November) and Trudy was on the March and April row. Trudy looked back encouragingly.
"Open your books to page one." Mr. Maboni said dryly. Claire settled into her seat as she had settled into this new chapter of her life called "boarding school", and lifted her book cover. Her stomach was fluttering with anxiety and her vision blurry like her mind. She felt certain that she was about to prove herself to be a complete klutz.
Then she realized that as she had been looking for her seat, she had been avoiding all the faces. She lifted up her head and looked around. And lo! Who was beside her? A student with short black hair and beady black eyes and a long nose. And this student was nearly six feet tall and was wearing pants instead of a dress. Could it be? Yes. There were boys in the class.

Chapter 3 Part 2

2007-12-05T13:02:00.000-08:00

So Claire said a silent prayer and crawled into the hole as Judith, Jacqueline and the third girl, whose name was Marie, removed their cucumbers and watched with interest.
“It isn’t so bad now is it?” Trudy asked.
And it wasn’t, for the entrance was quite small but the actual tunnel was more spacious.
“No, no it isn’t.” Claire called back.
And a chorus of hurrahs echoed through the passageway. Claire smiled as she crawled on her hands and knees to the kitchen. She hadn’t expected this to be her first academic activity, but was pleased. She felt that she had won the respect of the seemingly popular Judith and her friends, and, as Trudy followed her inside and Claire was certain that she wasn’t being tricked into a trap, she felt as if she had certainly met a kindred spirit there at Beekman Boarding School.

Dear Marvin,
Guess where I am! Beekman Boarding School in Beekman New York! And Mother and Father are in Connecticut all alone with you at the university in New Haven like a real man! The school is nice. I haven’t had a very good look at the outside yet but the inside is decently decorated in medieval trinkets and tapestries. And after a personal tour with a fine girl named Trudy Richards, I have discovered that there is much more to Beekman than meets the eye. There are secret passageways Marvin! Just like we used to play, only at home it was the wood box from the mudroom to the parlor, and here they are real! And Trudy (in whom I have already put my trust) promises that I haven’t seen half the great nooks and crannies there are to see. A kind woman named Mrs. Inches showed us all of the classrooms and the cafeteria etc. (not to mention a real dungeon, now converted into a sewing room which Mother would adore) and promised to introduce us to the headmistress; Mrs. Victory; but it was nearly time for dinner and she couldn’t be reached. I think she will be a very busy and possibly sour woman. Don’t tell Father that I am jumping to conclusions. And what a dinner it was though! You would’ve loved it Marvin. I honestly felt like royalty when the set the ducks out on the tables and lit the torches (this place is practically a castle you know) and we all held hands like sisters and sang a beautiful grace before indulging in one of the finest Sunday meals ever prepared! I think I shall really like it here. There are only two things: classes and Malvina Dakota-a nasty girl whom I’ve already picked a fight with. Aside from that, I think that this place is perfect. But, being the “snoop” as you say, I have already noted a few mysteries which I plan to solve.
1. A mysterious teacher named Clifford Rueben who keeps trees and voodoo masks in his classroom.
2. Mrs. Victory…will she be merciful?
3. Boys. Nobody has spoken of the other half of Beekman-the boy half. I don’t even know if they will be in my classes or eat lunch with us during the week.
Anyway, these are the mysteries. I am half asleep already so I really should go. Write to me! Love, your sister, Claire the snoop Winters

Chapter 3

2007-12-04T11:22:00.000-08:00

A diamond in the rough

“Now everyone to their rooms!” Mrs. Inches declared. “It may be the weekend but we have dinner in forty minutes!”
So everyone vanished behind wooden doors. Claire followed Trudy into the door marked with 22 in gold letters and didn’t bother to glance back at Malvina.
Claire shut the door and then turned around. The room was charming!
There was a wardrobe on the left with a mirror on the front. Then, just past the wardrobe on the back wall was a little square window whose pane could slide up and was slid up at that moment. A breeze blew the baby blue curtains. Under the window was a little bureau with six drawers. Then, beside that was a bed with the back to the back wall. And then there was another little bed whose head met the first bed, foot to head, making a backwards L. On the floor was a yellow rug like a moon smiling up from under your feet.
“The bed at the back wall is mine and the bed on the front wall will be yours. Don’t worry, you won’t be able to hear much action in the hallway, these ancient walls are solid through and through.” Trudy said suddenly.
“Thank you.” Was all Claire could think to say.
“Well,” Trudy said uncomfortably. “How was your trip from Connecticut?”
Claire sat down on her new bed.
“It was nice, thank you. The train ride was enjoyable and the tour with Mrs. Inches was very helpful.”
Trudy raised her eyebrows. “Oh that tour!” She said with a huff.
“What?” Claire asked. “I found it very interesting.”
“Yes,” Trudy said. “That’s just it. This place is interesting but they only think to show you the boring stuff.”
Claire smiled. “Really?”
Trudy nodded confidently. “Oh well,” She then said. “Now I get to show it to you.”
And when she said this, Claire felt as if she had a friend.
“So where are you from?” Claire asked.
“Massachusetts-” Trudy said. “On a farm.”
Claire thought that farms were fascinating. She had never been to a farm, much less lived on one but loved books about farm girls falling in love with farm boys and that sort of thing.
“Wow, it must be lovely.” Claire flattered.
“Not entirely.” Trudy said as she too sat on a bed. “It’s a little farm and still it is a lot of work. We’re always busy milking the cow and gathering eggs and chopping wood and rocking the baby and cooking and sewing or even hunting rabbits.” Trudy said.
Claire was wide-eyed. “How many siblings do you have?” She asked.
“Eight,” Trudy said. “Not including me or the baby due this summer.”
Claire, with just on older brother, felt like she had met some kind of alien.
“How does your mother manage?” Claire blurted out.
Trudy laughed. “It’s never easy and sometimes it is really hard. My father works the land all year long and still, the prices are going down at market. And still, mother is having more babies. That’s why it is such a miracle that I am going to school at all-especially Beekman. And my being here will help my family I hope, seeing as they won’t have to feed me or wash my clothes while I’m gone.”
Claire looked down at her new shoes. She felt a little selfish. She didn’t have any idea how much her parents were paying for her tuition. She had never thought to ask.
“That’s very good,” Claire said. “I am glad you’re here, or else I may be roommates with Malvina!”
And Trudy laughed again, loudly and proudly, for she had already picked out this girl whose name almost rhymed, as a bad apple.
“Well, you’re lucky Claire,” Trudy said after the laughing spell was over. “You get to have Sunday Dinner as your first dinner at Beekman.”
“Is it very good?” Claire asked.
“It is delicious! Roasted duck!” She announced.
Claire’s mouth watered at the words.
“Let’s go get your things and look around before dinner,” Trudy said looking at the clock. “We have only twenty minutes before that bell rings again so we best go right away.”
So it happened that the two youth crept out of their rooms and down the staircase.
“How long have you been at Beekman?” Claire asked.
“Six months.” Trudy said, quite sure of herself. “I came half way through last year. They let you take half the classes if you can’t put down the entire tuition. It was difficult at first because I was the only one who hadn’t already made friends, but now I really like it. I feel very lucky to be here.”
Claire smiled as she picked up her carpet bag. “Let me put these things upstairs and then I’ll come on your tour.” She said.
So they piled Claire’s things onto the moon rug, Claire announced that she would get “all settled in” later and they slipped out again.
“First…” Trudy said, skipping down three steps at a time. “To the laundry room!”
Claire suddenly felt a little less excited. She had already been wondering what could be more exciting than a real dungeon, and now she was being led to the laundry room of all places? “Right this way…” Trudy said grinning. “Through this door.”
They walked into a swinging door near the front door. “Hello girls!” Trudy said casually, for there over a steaming tub of laundry were three girls, one of which was Judith.
“Hi Tru!” They said in unison. But they didn’t look up, for they were each sitting on a stool with their heads back and on their eyes were slices of cucumber.
“You see Claire,” Trudy said, putting a hand out to welcome her inside. “This is the spa. We are quite resourceful aren’t we ladies?”
And there was a general murmur of “You bet!”
Claire couldn’t help but smile again. She thought that she would really like these girls.
“And Jacqueline here supplies our cream.” Judith said, pointing a thumb to the brunette girl on her left.
“Smells nice.” Claire noted.
“And are you wondering where we go from here?” Trudy asked.
Claire nodded anxiously.
“You’ll never guess!” And with these words she pushed aside an ironing table and pushed at a panel of wood. It pushed open easily to what looked like a black hole. “This is the laundry room-kitchen tunnel nicknamed The Missing Maid.”
Then, in a moment of horror, Claire realized that Trudy expected her to crawl inside!
“I can’t go in there!” Claire protested. “It is so small and dark…I will surely get stuck and die!”
But all the girls laughed at this.
“You get used to it sweetie!” Judith said from her stool.
“If Mabel can squeeze through, so can you!” Trudy said with a wink.
So Claire said a silent prayer and crawled into the hole as Judith, Jacqueline and the third girl, whose name was Marie, removed their cucumbers and watched with interest.
“It isn’t so bad now is it?” Trudy asked.
And it wasn’t, for the entrance was quite small but the actual tunnel was more spacious.
“No, no it isn’t.” Claire called back.
And a chorus of hurrahs echoed through the passageway. Claire smiled as she crawled on her hands and knees to the kitchen. She hadn’t expected this to be her first academic activity, but was pleased. She felt that she had won the respect of the seemingly popular Judith and her friends, and, as Trudy followed her inside and Claire was certain that she wasn’t being tricked into a trap, she felt as if she had certainly met a kindred spirit there at Beekman Boarding School.

Dear Marvin,
Guess where I am! Beekman Boarding School in Beekman New York! And Mother and Father are in Connecticut all alone with you at the university in New Haven like a real man! The school is nice. I haven’t had a very good look at the outside yet but the inside is decently decorated in medieval trinkets and tapestries. And after a personal tour with a fine girl named Trudy Richards, I have discovered that there is much more to Beekman than meets the eye. There are secret passageways Marvin! Just like we used to play, only at home it was the wood box from the mudroom to the parlor, and here they are real! And Trudy (in whom I have already put my trust) promises that I haven’t seen half the great nooks and crannies there are to see. A kind woman named Mrs. Inches showed us all of the classrooms and the cafeteria and the other usual places (not to mention a real dungeon, now converted into a sewing room which Mother would adore) and promised to introduce us to the headmistress; Mrs. Victory; but it was nearly time for dinner and she couldn’t be reached. I think she will be a very busy and possibly sour woman. Don’t tell Father that I am jumping to conclusions. And what a dinner it was though! You would’ve loved it Marvin. I honestly felt like royalty when the set the ducks out on the tables and lit the torches (this place is practically a castle you know) and we all held hands like sisters and sang a beautiful grace before indulging in one of the finest Sunday meals ever prepared! I think I shall really like it here. There are only two things: classes and Malvina Dakota-a nasty girl whom I’ve already picked a fight with. Aside from that, I think that this place is perfect. But, being the “snoop” as you say, I have already noted a few mysteries which I plan to solve.
A mysterious teacher named Clifford Rueben who keeps trees and voodoo masks in his classroom.
Ms. Victory…will she be merciful?
Boys. Nobody has spoken of the other half of Beekman-the boy half. I don’t even know if they will be in my classes or eat lunch with us during the week.
Anyway, these are the mysteries. I am half asleep already so I really should go. Write to me! Love, your sister, Claire the snoop Winters

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Introduction and Chapters 1 and 2

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Introduction

Claire Winters felt quite pretty as she rode the train. She was taking it from the familiar Connecticut station to Beekman, New York. Once she arrived she would ride from the station to Beekman Boarding School and walk right in the door as if she had done it a thousand times. She moved her lips, reciting something she wanted to be sure not to forget: “Girls’ side is on the right from the front.” Even as she said it, she couldn’t help imagining herself walking into the boys’ side of the school and a butterfly tried to escape the prison of her stomach where it had nested for some time now. She shook her head and with it the dreadful thought. She instead imagined herself in a cosey dormitory room, writing to Cybil, her friend from Connecticut. But Cybil couldn’t be relied on to write back every week, seeing as she was busy with her own school and piano and her job at the seamstress and, quite often, forgetting things which she was asked to do. Claire’s heart sunk a little. She knew that her future was sure to be lonesome. How long would it take her to find another kindred spirit in New York? She couldn’t know yet. Claire then decided to look at the Beekman Pamphlet once more. But, as she pulled it from the inside pocket of her jacket, a sign rolled past her window and caught her eye. “Welcome to Duchess County” it read. Claire glanced down at the creased pamphlet in her hands. Beekman was in Duchess County! She straightened her new clothes and hat which had been her going-away-present and grinned. Soon the adventure of boarding school would begin! Claire flipped to the back of the pamphlet for the umpteenth time to see the sketch of the school’s main building. It was made up of two oblong structures which had curved corners like loaves of bread, connected by a center corridor. The whole building was made of stone (though Claire couldn’t be sure of the color for it was only a sketch) and had cathedral style windows which arched. Claire thought it looked very much like a castle and had dreamt a night ago that she had arrived to find that her bedroom was in a tower and that there were turrets along the corridor and even a dungeon for detention. She smiled at the memory of the dream and tried to think more sensibly before arriving and making a childish fool of herself.
“Excuse me,” Said a voice from across the isle. Claire started at the sound.
“Is that a Beekman Boarding School pamphlet you’re looking at?’
Claire turned to see a girl about her own age (which was, at that time, fifteen) with a bright smile and laughing eyes. She had curled auburn hair and a pretty face. Her clothes were of the latest style.
“Why yes,” Claire said, speaking less awkwardly than she had expected she would. “Are you headed there as well?’
“Yes I am. My name is Malvina Dakota, and you?” The pretty girl stuck out her hand.
But poor Claire could hardly regain her composure enough to shake it. Malvina Dakota?
Claire thought. What a horrid name! For it was true, it was like a poorly written poem, almost rhyming but not quite.
“Very pleased to meet you,” Claire lied. “My name is Claire Winters.”
But Claire knew from that moment that she had found her first reason to dislike Beekman Boarding School.

Chapter 1

The Argument

“What a quaint name.” Malvina said with a smirk. Claire couldn’t tell if she was making fun or a genuine compliment.
“Thank you,” Claire said. “Claire was my godmother’s name.”
Malvina nodded as if interested.
“My mother chose my name because she thought it was so pretty, it would almost suit the pretty face she knew I’d have!” Malvina said. “And she was right!”
At this Malvina laughed at her joke, but Claire wondered if she were really joking at all.
“Is this your first year at Beekman?” Claire asked, obviously wanting to change the subject. “Yes, I am very excited.” Malvina said, still showing her straight white teeth in a grin.
“Mine too,” Claire said meekly. “I hope we like it.” She then blushed, feeling as if she had revealed a personal secret or a worry from the depths of her heart.
“Oh, don’t be nervous dear, my mother went to Beekman and she’s told me everything there is to know. She adored it and I know I will.”
Claire felt suddenly small and babyish. Malvina really seemed to know where she was at. Miss Dakota sat up straight in her red train seat with a tall feathery hat, tight, flattering dress and high heels. She had an amethyst ring and an expensive looking broach. Her dress looked as if it were out of a magazine. And everything matched perfectly, showing that she only wore that jewelry, shoes and hat with that particular dress. But Claire was happy with the dress her mother and father had given her that morning as a going-away-present. It wasn’t tight and uncomfortable, but she looked her age. Her hat was plain but sweet and her gloves had been made especially for her hands, which was something to be proud of, Claire thought. But before Malvina could make anymore small talk, the whistle blew and the train lurched to stop at Beekman Station.
Claire seemed to be carried off the train by a current of people and swept through the station in a whirlwind. Everything moved so quickly, so efficiently that she hardly had time to look around her before she was outside the station and being lifted into a buggy. Malvina hopped in beside her, as they were headed to the same place, and began to powder her nose.
“That place is so busy! So hectic and yet so organized.” Said Claire, referring to the train station.
“Like clockwork!” Malvina said, not looking up from her powder mirror. “You’d think it had been functioning for the whole two million or so years this planet has been spinning!” Claire frowned.
“Two million?” She said, not meaning to argue. “It’s only 1886.”
Malvina snapped her powder shut and dropped it into her handbag.
“Ever heard of Charles Darwin?” Malvina asked, once again looking quite superior.
Claire nodded.
“The scientist?” She asked.
Malvina nodded.
“Of course the scientist. My father read his book: ‘On the origin of species’, and after Daddy finished he said that Mr. Darwin was right and that this world suddenly appeared after a big explosion thing in the sky…and it all happened millions of years ago. You can’t possibly believe that all this…” (Malvina motioned out the window with a gloved hand.) “Happened in a mere 1886 years!” She laughed once again, still unfathomably, making Claire wonder if she was laughing at her or just laughing.
“I don’t believe in that sort of thing.” Claire said boldly. Malvina seemed to take it as a bold thing to say, but inside, Claire’s stomach was churning at the sound of her own stated disagreement.
“You don’t? Well, someday when you go to a university, you’ll read all about it and understand what I’m talking about. Then maybe you’ll come to your senses.” She glanced out the window to avoid Claire’s gaze.
“Come to my senses? I know what I believe. You don’t even care if what you believe is true or not, as long as it’s fashionable! My father went to seminary and my mother was a reverend’s daughter. We take the bible very seriously, as the truth. The word says that our Heavenly Father created this world and there’s nothing that could convince me otherwise!”
With this last blow, Claire let out a great sigh, wiped the perspiration from her brow and turned all the way around to watch the trees pass by her own window, leaving Malvina Dakota staring. Her mouth was dropped open and her pride stamped out. Claire wouldn’t dare turn around, for her nose was pink and her eyes watery and she would kill herself if Malvina saw her crying.
“You old-fashioned, close-minded, senseless, barn-born hillbilly!” Malvina screamed. But apparently, thinking up this lengthy insult had used up all her brain-power, and without anything else to say, Malvina put her back to Claire’s and sulked.

The rest of the trip was quite awkward, full of spite and regret (the spite being Malvina’s and the regret being Claire’s.) But somehow, Claire felt herself in the right, for she had stood up for what she believed in. But on the other hand, would she ever survive a semester at Beekman with a girl whom she offended before ever even arriving? Then, a horrible idea entered Claire’s mind, one that Malvina had worried about already: what if the two of them were roommates? Claire’s one butterfly had apparently multiplied, for her whole stomach fluttered, her cheeks flushed and she wished to see her mother. Malvina couldn’t wait to write her parents and tell them all about what had happened. She hoped Claire would be expelled somehow. “Beekman Boarding School!” The driver yelled over his shoulder. Both girls jumped out of their brown studies. “Thank you.” Said Claire, handing the man his fee. Malvina jumped out of the buggy and ordered him to carry her things in before she would ever open her coin purse. Claire could’ve thrown a temper tantrum at this, but held her horses and kept cool. The friendly driver carried Claire’s things to the door also. “The building on the RIGHT.” Claire pointed out. But in a flash the driver was gone, well paid and tired. Claire picked up a parcel to go inside, but the grand door opened up before she could touch the handle.
“Welcome, ladies, to Beekman Boarding School-girls’ branch.” Said a cheery, middle aged woman.
“Thank you! My name is Malvina Dakota.” Said Malvina.
The woman smiled gaily and nodded to Malvina. “Pleased to meet you Miss Dakota, I am Yvette Inches, and I am in charge of the girls’ wing of this lovely school. I’ll introduce you to the headmistress; Mrs. Opal Victory; momentarily and perhaps we’ll run into Mr. Gregory Crow-he’s in charge of the boys’ wing.” She said all this in one breath.
“Nice to meet you Mrs. Inches, what a quaint name.” Said Malvina in the exact tone she had used when she “complimented” Claire’s name.
“Yes nice to meet you.” Claire said shyly.
“But never mind me,” Mrs. Inches said briskly. “What’s your name ma’am?” She asked looking at Claire again.
“Claire Winters.” She said politely.
Mrs. Inches’ eyebrows rose.
“Ah!” She said. “So you’re the girl everyone’s been waiting for. Tell Governor Winters I said hello, or you’d just call him ‘Daddy’ I suppose.”
Malvina nearly swooned then and there on the step. Claire was the daughter of the governor of Connecticut? How could she have been so stupid?
Claire smiled inwardly and stepped inside with her things, arm-in-arm with Mrs. Inches, listening to every detail of the school and its ways. Malvina lagged behind feeling very much like an “old-fashioned, close-minded, senseless, barn-born hillbilly.”

Chapter 2

Beekman Boarding School

The girls’ wing of Beekman Boarding School was much larger than Claire had estimated. Inside, the halls wound about curved angles like strokes of a paintbrush. There were bookshelves locked behind glass, full of thick volumes on science, philosophy and history. There were windows every ten feet or so with no glass at all, only elegant iron bars.
“These halls are awful narrow.” Malvina said pessimistically.
Mrs. Inches ignored her.
“In just a moment we’ll arrive at the classrooms…the sleeping quarters will be saved for last.” And just as she spoke, the narrow hallway which Claire had found so castle-like, opened up into a wider, more modern looking hallway which ran perpendicularly to the last hall. This one had no windows. On one wall of the hall were framed paintings and silvery photographs of important looking people, and on the other side were doors. Mrs. Inches opened the first one.
“I do believe both of you will be in this class.” Mrs. Inches said. “This is Mr. Maboni’s algebra class.”
Claire couldn’t help but look a bit disgusted. She despised algebra and nearly failed her tests. Malvina stepped inside and looked around. Claire followed. The walls were white and the chairs were navy blue. The chalkboard was clean and desks shiny.
“Mr. Maboni is very organized.” Mrs. Inches explained. “He has the students arranged by their birthdates. For example, if you were born in January, you will sit nearest the teacher, and those born on the twelfth month go all the way to the back row.”
“When was your birthday?” Malvina asked desperately.
“November.” Claire offered. Malvina sighed in relief.
“Good,” She said. “Mine was February.”
Mrs. Inches didn’t seem to catch onto the fact that Malvina didn’t like Claire, but kept on chatting like a machine.
“Come on out ladies, this next classroom is Miss Loraine Peg’s.” So the girls went from room to room, trying to understand their future teachers’ personalities through their classrooms. The most common consensus was that the teacher had very little personality at all. One would have a wreath on the door, the other a map on the wall, but mostly the rooms all looked alike. That is, until they came to the classroom kept by Mr. Clifford Rueben.
“Mr. Rueben is your History teacher.” Mrs. Inches said as she opened the door.
On the walls were many sketches of many different people. Just glancing, Claire read a few of their titles: Socrates, Da Vinci, Shakespeare and John the Baptist. But her attention was then whisked away when Malvina said: “Look-it!”
And Claire looked to see an entire dead tree, bony and grey, leaning against the back wall. On it were dozens of tiny envelopes tied with ribbons to the branches.
“Mr. Rueben has his pupils write down all of their accomplishments and put it on that tree.” Mrs. Inches said.
“Whatever for?” Claire asked, almost raising her voice.
“You’re going to have to ask Mr. Rueben about that.” She answered.
Then Claire’s eyes fell on the chairs. Each was painted a different color, teal, maroon, grey, magenta or orange-any color under the sun! And on the desks were carefully printed names: Allen Jacobs, Trudy Richards, Lucille Light, Freddie Coins.
“How in the world did he get that in there?” Malvina asked.
But Claire was already too distracted with something else to respond.
“Oh! My heart nearly stopped!” She said when she turned around, for there on the next wall was an array of African masks.
“How hideous!” Malvina added. “Those give me the heebie-jeebies.”
But also on that wall were drawings of strange huts, colorful feathers, and prints of huge mushrooms in colorful ink, dried jungle flowers pasted to paper and things written in ancient languages.
“What kind of a teacher…” Malvina began, but Mrs. Inches interrupted her.
“This room gives me the heebie-jeebies too…let’s go ladies.”
They practically peeled Claire away from the fascinating room. She secretly hoped that she could sneak in later and get a better look, but she worried about meeting Mr. Rueben himself, he could prove to be quite a kook, Claire thought.
“He’s a real good man,” Mrs. Inches said in the hallway as if reading Claire’s mind. “But he is also very strange…and mysterious. Anyway, let’s not gossip ladies, it is time to see the rest of Beekman!”
So they picked up the pace and followed Mrs. Inches down a spiral staircase. It was made out of the same iron that the windows were barred with.
“We’re underground!” Said Claire excitedly.
Here comes the dungeon. She thought to herself.
“I am sure glad we left our things in the entry hall.” Malvina said.
Claire thought this was the most positive thing she had heard Malvina say since their argument.
“Yes ladies,” Mrs. Inches said. “We are now underground! This building is ancient. It used to be an abbey and the myth is that there are many hidden passages throughout it; some even say there is treasure in them. But what do you think this room used to be?”
“The meat cellar?” Asked Malvina dully.
“No,” Mrs. Inches said on the last step. “This was their dungeon. This building used to be the only building for miles and miles and the monks rarely ever left, so if their were ever burglars or any kind of criminal among them, they had to have some place to keep them until they could be dealt with in the village, so they’d lock them up in here just like a brig of a ship.”
There in the dark, Claire’s face beamed so, that it seemed she would light up the whole room. A real dungeon! How adventurous!
Mrs. Inches lit a torch and then another and another along the wall.
“This,” She said with a smile. “Is the sewing room.”
And the girls could see fifteen or so tables with singer sewing machines on them, their necks bowing like graceful swans. There were cosey rugs under each table and shelves on the walls with neatly organized threads, laces, needles and thimbles of every kind. There was also a row of narrow windows at the top of the wall for more light and little candle sticks at the end of each table. Claire, who had never liked nor disliked sewing before, now felt that she could sew dress for every girl at Beekman if they’d only give her a chance!
“How divine!” Claire uttered under her breath.
They blew out the torches and went up stairs again. They walked outside to a building in the back which couldn’t be seen from the front, or in the pamphlet. It was the cafeteria and Claire tried to imagine eating every meal there for the next year. It was nice enough, but it wouldn’t be enjoyable at all if Claire didn’t find a “kindred spirit” quickly. But her hopes were lifted when she saw the menu posted on the wall. She didn’t get to finish reading it before Malvina was ready to see the next room, but she did see “Rosemary Potato Soup” for Tuesday and this was one of her favorites. Then they went to courtyard which was a walled area near the cafeteria for playing.
“The toys and exercise equipment is all put away right now,” Mrs. Inches said. “But I will tell you that there are jump ropes and balls and bicycles galore!”
Finally, they went back into the main building to see the dormitory. This time, instead of going underground they went to a second story. This story was an oval shaped area with a hole in the middle of the floor looking into the entry hall. There was a polished pine rail around it. The walls were all paneled wood too and in them there were thirty doors from which many giggles and chitchat rippled. Claire glanced over the rail and looked at her luggage. There were new bags and boxes along with hers and Malvina’s.
“Yes,” Mrs. Inches said. “Three other girls have arrived since you have and are currently on the tour.”
Then she reached up without warning to a big brass bell which neither girl had noticed before and rang it vigorously. In a moment, all thirty doors had opened and closed and about fifty girls stood around the rail with blue dresses and white aprons in almost perfect order.
“Thank you for making haste ladies,” Mrs. Inches said soberly. “I wanted to introduce you to two new students.”
All of the girls looked at Claire and Malvina as if surveying their worth. Some of them smiled, others looked too proud.
“This is Malvina Dakota and this is Claire Winters.” Mrs. Inches said after a moment.
A girl with black curls, who looked like she was sixteen or so, raised her hand.
“Yes Judith?” Mrs. Inches asked.
“Is Claire related to Governor Winters?” She asked curiously.
A few girls snickered as if this were a ridiculous question.
“Yes she is Judith! Very good. You’ve been studying for your government test haven’t you?”
Judith nodded and blushed but Claire was positively crimson!
“This is the daughter of the governor of Connecticut ladies.” Mrs. Inches announced.
There were “oohs” and “ahs” until Mrs. Inches spoke again:
“Anyway, Claire you’ll be boarding in room 22 with Trudy Richards. Trudy-please come introduce yourself.”
A girl stepped forward and walked shyly toward the nervous Claire, still pink in the cheeks. Trudy had rusty red-brown hair in thick waves running over her shoulders, a few dark freckles over her nose and cheeks and big dark eyes. Claire thought her quite pretty indeed. “Hello Claire,” Trudy said. “Pleased to meet you.”
“And Malvina,” Mrs. Inches said. “You’ll be boarding in room 14 with Mabel Harris.”
And a plump girl of thirteen stepped forward. “Hullo Malvina! Howdy-do?”